Times before the Ocean

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"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remains. In time, mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scars issue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone"
- Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy

Ocean View
There's an estimation that only two-thirds of life in the sea has been documented, that millions of more species hasn't been discovered. It's interesting. The ocean is full of unknown things. The books I've read, the movies I've watched, and documentaries I've seen, could never describe it the way, He could.
  
" where did you go.." I mumble to myself. Closing my eyes, I rewind the events in my memories that led this moment, hoping he had left clues. Knowing this would reopen all my wounds, I don't mind it. Anything to revive those times with him. For the idiot he is, I fallen in love with that idiot.
        
October 3rd~
     I've started to dream about the ocean and someone staring off into the sea. From what I could tell it was a male, over 5'5" his hair color was honey brown and his skin seems to be tan-yellowish. I began to walk towards him but I couldn't. The last thing I could remember before waking up was him slowly turning around but I could never get to see his face.

    'BEEP BEEP BEEP BE-' the alarm goes off and I wake up to turn it off. And close my eyes once again 'RING DING DONG RANG DANG DONG' my eyes sluggishly opens and I reached out to turn off my second alarm, I groan heavily.
     "From the count of 10, I will wake up and be productive today and count the 10 reasons why I need to get out of bed" 1. Collage isn't like high school, don't wanna waste money on classes I skipped on, 2. Today I have two essays due in two classes along with three projects, 3. I am a young adult who needs to get their life together, 4. After classes I have to go to work, 5. I have to pay rent for my apartment, I don't want to be homeless, 6. If I don't go to class, Lexi will break my door down, 7. I have class with a snacc I find attractive, 8. Gotta show off my attractiveness to the snacc 9.  One of my class has a test which I paid about $25 for, no way in hell I'm going to let that $25 be wasted, 10. Gotta be productive today's
    
       I open my eyes, quickly jump out of my bed, and stretch all of my limbs out of exhaustion. It is 6:30am, the weather will be 53 degrees Fahrenheit and that is 12 degrees in Celsius. I always like to plan ahead for things, always think about things logically and in order. I walk to my bathroom and as I open my door a gust of wind slowly reaches down to my spine, sending goosebumps, it's always better to take warm showers in the morning while it's cold out. Not sure why.
       
       Undressing and turning the knob to hear the sprinkles of warm water hitting the floor. As I see fog covers my mirror and steam pours out from my shower, I enter the water, I stood there thinking about my plans but specifically my dream for some reason, I never focus about my dreams, usually never dream or barely remember what I dream about. One thing for certain is I've never been to the ocean, I've never seen the sea beside watching romantic movies.
       I kept thinking about the person who stood there staring at the sea.