╰☆☆ 𝓜𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓒𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓭 ☆☆╮{ chanbaek } ENG

1 - You are the only light in my life.

7 years later

Baekhyun finished his lessons and walked through school corridor, ignoring people's judgmental looks.

They stabbed him with sharp looks, making him bleed. He could only hear people talking about him, humiliating him he heard all this before, so why this still hurt him? Why people have to hurt him?

No matter how much he hurts, Baekhyun is holding his tears because he can't show his emotions, his feelings, he exist to be humiliated, he exist to pretend.

He is different and he knows that.

He doesn't fit in.

He doesn't want to fit in anymore.

He shouldn't exist.

Baekhyun is drowning in melancholy, he became hopeless, and always unhappy. After long time, happiness became extinct for him. People can't live without a little happiness, which is the same as an oxygen for them. Without it, they will drown in their own ocean of sadness.

Like Baekhyun is drowning now.

Not many people find their happiness, many dies drowning, but there can be someone that will give their hand to you, reaching you and saving from this melancholy ocean, giving you some hope, oxygen, breath of happiness, but no one want to give it to him.

He was lonely all his life, nobody ever liked him, they always said he is weird, but he is only a human being like them. People broke his heart and broke his soul.

Now his heart is cold, and his eyes are blank.

Now he is drowning in his ocean of sadness.

People are saying that he doesn't have feelings, but they don't know him at all. He doesn't talk, he always sits alone, blamed for everything.

Because he shouldn't be on this world.

When he arrived home, it was already evening, he ran to his room sat on his window like he does every night and waited for his only friend to show up.

For Moon, for his Prince who was with him every night, and who, he was missing during the day, who through all these years was communicating with broken soul, he had seen every change in him, he saw the change of his smile to tears on his face, he saw the dark side of Baekhyun which he never shows to anybody.

He heard him screaming for help when no one did, everyone pretends they don't hear him. He knew Baekhyun have feelings, he knew he was hurt.

- You are the only light in my life, please don't leave me

Baekhyun wshispered with his broken voice, let his tears roll down his cheeks.

- I will always shine for you, Baekhyunee.