My dad is making things hard lately. Yoongi is perfect of course, but my dad doesn't want me with him. It's his own issues. But why wouldn't he like Yoongi? If he would just agree to meet him.
My dad is a subject I don't like discussing. Not even with Yoongi. I don't want him to think of me differently.
Every since mom passed... dad's been out of it. I shake my head. Enough of this. It's Monday. I'm getting ready for school. And so is Tae. He hasn't spoken to me yet today. I would think nothing of it, but he's a chatterbox. He always yapping about something.
"You okay?" I ask him, just to be sure. He shakes his head. "What's wrong?" My poor baby brother. Well, he's only a year younger, but he'll always be my baby brother.
"I'm scared" He stops getting ready and looks over at me. "What if Jimin leaves me like he left you?" Ouch. Like a dagger to my heart.
"He won't. He loves you more than he ever loved me. He was using me. That's all." I'm done. He's still my best friend and all, but Jimin hurt me. He left a scar on my soul.
Tae sees that I'm hurt. He hugs me. Tae gives the best hugs. Bear hugs. That envelope you in warmth and calm you everywhere. I sigh.
"I'm sorry he did that to you" Tae tells me "But you have Yoongi now. He won't hurt you."
I know he won't. Me and Tae walk to school together. We haven't done this in a while. It brings back good memories.
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Me: Oops Happy* Hmph
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Me: I spot a red hoodie Omgosh its you Hiii Im wavinggg Oh you look mad I'm coming
I run to him. I run into him giving him a hug and lift him up, spinning him in a circle. He giggles. Ah his giggle is adorable.
"You're not mad at me are you?" I pout. He shakes his head "No of course not, just come to to me instead of snapchat silly." I nod "Okay. I promise." I give him puppy eyes, he blushes.
Class starts soon. Then I have to go all day wothout seeing Yoongi. Even at lunch it's hard to find him. There's too many kids.
I give him another hug, and he heads off to his class. And I head off to mine. Sad. When he's not here I'm sad. That sucks. Because there's so many times he's not here. For my whole life he wasn't here. But now, I feel whole.
The day goes by very slowly. I get in trouble in almost all of my classes. I always forget to do my homework. Or... I just never want to do my homework.
Phew. No detention today. Thank God. Because I really want to be around Yoongi. I need to ask him something. I wonder what he'll say.
School is finally out. I rush outside and wait by Yoongi's car. I sit on the hood. Same thing I do every day after school now.
My love!! I see him. He's walking really fast. Why does he keep rubbing his eyes? Finally he's close enough that I can see why. He's crying.
I run to him and hug him. "What's wrong?" He just sobs. And sobs. I've never seen him like this before. Finally he pulls away and walks to his car, without saying a word to me.
"Yoongi!" I call after him. He starts the car. He's about to leave me. I make it to the car and open his door. "I'm coming with you" I state to him. I climb over him and into the passenger seat.
At first he doesn't do anything. The he pulls out and starts to go home. The drive to his house is silent. I look over at him. Tears are rolling down his cheeks.
"Why won't you talk to me?" I ask him. He sniffles. Finally he says "I don't like talking when I'm upset."
"Why are you upset?" I ask. He says nothing. We arrive at his house. He turns the car off, but makes no move to leave.
"My best friend passed away this afternoon." It hits me. That's why. Hoseok... Yoongi talks highly of him.
"I thought he was getting better." I say. He scoffs "Is dead getting better?" Ouch.
"No." I say simply. He shakes his head. "His mother told me what he said right before he... passed." He says quietly.
I give him my full attention. He finally gets out "He said to tell me that he loves me. And that he didn't give up without a fight."
Yoongi buries his face in his hands sobbing. I hold him. He looks up at me.
"I don't want to live in a world without him." He opens the car door and runs away.
