Young Hearts [p.jm,j.jk,k.th]

- Prologue -

I'm starting to slowly reach that point in my life where I'm so used to everything. People talking about me behind my back.People hating me for no reason.People hurting me and not caring that they did. Promises will be broken even though they were promised. There are people you used to talk to every day that you will never speak again. The truth is, I can't care anymore, it hurts me and it's too tiring. So I'm used to it.

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I know I shouldn't make her feel like that but I still did it.I'm a human and human can make mistake but this mistake it's bigger than I thought. I hurt her multiple times, she still forgave me. I can see that she's giving up and even though she felt unhappy she still fights to keep this relationship alive. She tries so hard to keep me next to her. I promised to take care of her, make her happy, shower her with love but I guess I forgot about those promises.

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Loving two women at the same time is impossible, she's hurt but she still said that she's fine. Every day her face becomes paler and those eye bags make it worst, even after bad things happen she still said that she's fine and there's nothing to worry about.

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She's the first woman who stole my heart, love of my life. I know she only treats me as her friend, she doesn't love me. Someone owns her heart but it's useless, Her heart is shattered. I know she's not happy but every day, hour, minute, second her smile would always appear on that beautiful face.

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I know her longer than anyone, I can see that she's suffering. She always opens up to me but since the day she fell in love, she keeps everything to herself. She had no one to rant her problem too, vent her anger to, talk to but yet she's the brighter, positive, tough person I've ever met.

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We used to be friends but I don't know what makes us be like this, if I knew she would be hurt then I would stop liking him, I know it's my fault for disturbing their love life but I'm just a human, human tend to make mistakes.I'm sorry Y/N.

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A/n
Not every sad life ends up with a sad ending and not every happy life ends up with a happy ending.
We never know what will be happening in the future.
Indeed, humans tend to make mistakes but don't mean he/she can do it multiple times.