Sometimes I feel so awful. I was so stupid to fall in love with the wrong girl. I can't, I just can't have feelings for her! I can never be with her anyway. But she's amazing, she's the sweetest, little person and she's always kind to me. Her hair is always wavy and her blue eyes are beautiful. She makes me feel so soft and she makes me want to be with her forever. That's why I'm so scared to lose her, but she's not even mine. I'm so afraid that I'll never see her again and I just keep torturing myself. I know it's wrong, I know it's dumb of me to love her. It's like the whole world isn't even turning anymore, all I can think about is her. It's like there is a tornado near me but I'm not scared because of her. I want to tell her this so bad, I want her to know this. I want her to love me back. I want to dance with her, be with her. She probably doesn't even know this, and if she did, she would never feel the same way.