Hey friends,
It's been a while I know. I just haven't had anything to post about so let's talk about what we're going to do for Halloween celebrations. I'm going to be staying indoors as usual. No killer clowns for me thanks. All my friends are asking me why I can't go out but Halloween is the year anniversary of my dads death. I know it's a big deal for me. Anyway let's talk about something more positive. How are you, feels like forever sconce we last talked. Strange how I used to post every week and now I'm posting every two months. Anyway I'm going into college soon. I'm going to die. I feel so nervous. I'm always anxious. My best friend Wiki ( I call him that) says girls have no reason to feel anxious. But he's not a teenage girl. He's a teenage boy with the pressure of nothing apart from being gay.
Sometimes I wonder if it only because I'm a teenage girl that I have issues with anxiety. Let's face it there's a lot to be anxious about.
Ten reasons for teenage girls to be anxious:
• you have to look perfect all the time
•Which coincides with your hormones going mental
• then this leads to the spottiest time in your life
•then you get the freedom to buy chocolate whenever you like( this makes number 1 impossible)
• everyone cares what you wear
• what you wear has to look perfect too
• you have to know how to pose like a supermodel.
•this leads to taking the perfect selfie for the day
• then post it on social media to make sure your friends can see it.
• you also have to be wildly attractive to the opposite sex while dealing with all of the above.
Rant over
Imaging me taking a nice soothing breath. But I can't be the only girl that feels like this.
I have this dream that all girls are feeling exactly like me. Maybe we can all realise we all feel the same and then we can stop pretending to be something we're not.
That would be awesome.
But until that day, I will pour my emotions into this blog and say what I have to say. This blog can be a part of the internet where we can all take off our masks and realise that we all have similar feelings. Maybe we can all fall in love with somebody we never dreamed of. This is a place for everyone so no hate no judging because we all have our own minds. We all don't share the same mindset that would be boring. We are all unique. For example I love following the stars with my fingers and thinking that the star that shines brightest to me will be my soulmate.
Qotd- when's your birthday?
Aotd- April,3rd
Girl online, going offline xxxxx
