"So close! Y/N!"
"I know! I'm right there!"
"Almost.. almost got it"
"I know Jungkook.. just.. a little more.. AGH!"
A frustrated sigh escaped Y/Ns lips as she placed the phone back down on her lap, rubbing her temples as she closed her eyes, whimpering softly as she glared at the Game over screen.
"I was so fucking close, that levels too hard!"
"I thought you said it was easy?" Jungkook quirked an eyebrow at her with a soft smirk playing on his lips causing her to scoff and push him slightly, earning a small laugh from him in return.
"Oh shut up. Im just not into it"
"Riiight" Jungkook took his phone from her lap as he frowned slightly, turning off his phone.
"Well. I have ten percent"
"Already?! How long have we been in here!"
"Like thirty minutes–"
"WHAT?!" Y/N shouted in a high pitched voice, causing Jungkook to flinch and give her an annoyed look.
"You should stop shouting like that it's making my ears bleed" Jungkook groaned softly as he gently ran his hand through his hair. "And giving me a headache"
"It won't take too long my ass, were gonna be stuck in here forever! And out of all people, I have to be stuck with you!!" Y/N spat out, regret immediately flashing through her expression upon seeing Jungkooks hurt eyes, seeming taken aback by her outburst, he cowers to the other corner away from her, crossing his arms over his chest as he casted his gaze down to his lap, flaring his nostrils in slight annoyance as his eyes became slightly glossy.
"J-jungkook, I didn't mean–"
"Save it." Jungkook grumbled out in a cold harsh tone, causing Y/N to feel guilt consume her whole as she sighed shakily and looked down at her lap, not uttering another word.
*Jungkook's POV* (Only so you know what he thinks and feels :D )
"It won't take too long my ass, were gonna be stuck in here forever! And out of all people, I have to be stuck with you!!" Y/N bursted out while glaring over at me, causing my heart to sting, hurt evident in my face as I see regret overtaking her expression, I quickly advert my gaze as I quickly move towards the other corner, feeling frustrated and hurt at the same time. Crossing my arms and staring at my thighs while resisting the urge to cry as much as I could, my eyes begun to sting slightly, tears welling up slowly at the corners and blurring my vision.
"J-jungkook I didn't mean–"
"Save it." I grumbled out in a cold harsh tone, an eerie silence filling the elevator leaving me to be in my own thoughts.
Seriously Y/N? It's like all those sweet times where never even there for you? I didn't know I was a nuisance to you, you never demonstrated or portrayed such a message yet you just spat it out.
Maybe she's just mad?.. maybe she didn't mean it, I mean I want to believe that, but it still hurts immensely.
Wait why should I care, she isn't anything to me right? I hate her for making me feel all these mixed emotions. One moment I feel weird shit in my stomach, the next my heart is pounding, the next I'm flustered, the next Im possessive, angry and even... Whatever else that other feeling is, I think it's called jealousy? And now pain. Why the fuck is she doing this to me.
I sighed frustratingly as I tugged at my hair slightly, hearing slight movement I didn't even bother to look up, I already knew it was her moving towards me.
Damn it Y/N, there goes my heart again. I hate you and what you do to me.
But I can't help to love you way more then hate you.
*Back to normal POV*
Y/N hesitantly sat infront of Jungkook as she scanned over his appearance before sighing shakily and bringing up some courage.
"J-Jungkook? I don't know if you'll bother to hear me but I'm really really sorry, I didn't mean the things I said I just feel so stressed and I've been feeling like that alot lately, mostly worrying about things... I hope you can forgive me Jungkook, I didnt mean to hurt you" she mumbled the last part softly before looking up and sighing to see him not moving an inch since she begun speaking. She looked back down and let another small sigh escape her lips.
"I'm sorry, I'll give you your space now" Y/N was moving away when suddenly Jungkook had grabbed her wrist, catching her slightly off guard as she was pulled into a tight warm hug, his face nuzzling into the crook of her neck causing her to stiffen and blush to form upon her cheeks.
"J-Jungkook?"
"I forgive you..." Was the only thing he mumbled as he held Y/N closer to himself, She slowly begun returning the hug as she ran her fingers through his hair, startled as she felt something warm trickle down her neck, a soft sniffle soon after.
Is he crying? "Jungkook are you okay?"
He remained silent as he continued to let his tears fall freely, tears of anger sadness and confusion flow out together with no explanation, he was scared to love again, he didn't like how it ended last time. He didn't want the same to happen to them. He didn't want to loose her, end up assuming that responsibility.
Y/N decided it was best not to continue to push on considering the silence, so she just held him in his arms and rocked slightly in efforts to calm him down, and once he did he looked up at her with dull, darkened eyes causing Y/N to stare back with confusion.
"What's with the look? Don't want to talk about it?"
Jungkook only nodded as he continued to let his gaze linger over her, millions of thoughts circling through his head as his gaze traveled to her soft looking lips, slowly leaning in and wanting to close the gap between them, maybe he should love again, just maybe.
Or maybe not, she won't understand, please understand me Y/N.. you still have so much to learn about me.. if you get to know. Please dont leave me. Im a good guy, I'm not a bad guy I really am a good guy, what I do is for the best even though I don't like it.
Please help me stop being scared to love again, please show me that not all love is full of thorns and thick ice walls. Show me real love the way I would try to show you. Ive Never felt this weird shit before but deep down I know its positive feelings.
Please dont leave...
Jungkook felt a slight tug at his heart, fighting back the urge to continue to cry from his thoughts as he shakily cupped her cheek, their hot breaths brushing over both of their lips while being only inches apart, Jungkook was scared to move any closer and receive sudden rejection, while Y/N was nervously waiting to feel his plump lips on hers. Just when they where about to move closer to each other, a loud bang was heard. Causing both to jump and quickly look over that the elevator door, another bang resonated through the small space as Y/N stared in horror while Jungkook nervously gulped as he eyed the slowly denting elevator door. Y/N quickly scrambled to be into Jungkooks embrace while he was staring in alarm and curiosity.
Someone's trying to break in...
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Oh noooo~ who could it be?
Find out next time lovelies! Thanks for the support love you guys
PJA
