Always (one direction fanfiction)

Chapter 14: I don't want to talk about it............

Liam's POV

Hmmmm.... I'm so confused right now. Maddie I feel so bad for her. She is a complete mess and is in an emotional breakdown all by herself. She hasn't been acting normal lately and I have no idea why. She is always alone and sitting on her phone. She barely goes out or sees her friends. She gets up goes to practice goes to school goes to a game comes home eats does homework and goes to bed at 10. That is not normal behavior at all!!! Normally Maddie never sleeps always with someone always doing something. I'm so worried and I don't see any of the other boys noticing.

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Maddie's POV 

I fell into a deep dreamless sleep, untill someone started shaking me. "GO AWAYYY I'M SLEEPING!" I grumbled. "No you said we would talk when I got home." Niall yelled in my ear. Then things began cearing up as to what had happened that day. Tears started to film in my eyes and I rolled over and accsidentially kicked Niall in the family jewls... (if you know what I mean.) Niall fell of the bed groaning and slowly got back up. I apologised so many times untill he finially just told me to shut up.

"It doesn't hurt anymore... I wanted to talk about today!" He insisted.

"No nothing happened I don't want to talk about it!!!" I said lowering my voice.

"HA! I know you well Styles to know thats something is up. You can trust me I promise..."

Oh those same words have been repeated and repeated to me my whole life and I still can barely trust my best friends that I have been together with since I was born. I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE! They just end up hurting me or using my words and turning everything into somethings that it is not!!!!

Such as when I was 13 my dad took me to a therapist. She told me over and over again that I can trust her. I told her what I was feeling. Then she walked out of the room and told my dad EVERYTHING and said I was depressed. We did end up getting a second opinion, but it still proves my point about trust. It is really hard for me to let anyone in because of experiences I had when I was younger.

But then there was Niall. Sweet, Caring, Loving Niall. 

"You need to let it out to someone Maddie, I can't and I won't just let you sit here and burry those feeings! It's killing you inside I know! Please Just Let Me In! I care so much about you and I love you so much. I can't keep watching you feel down and broken I just can't!!" He yelled and started to cry. 

By then we were both just there hugging eachother and crying on eachothers shoulders. We finially stopped and he handed me a glass of water. I sipped it for a bit then put it down and looked at him.

"I'm ready" I say quietly. "I'm ready to tell you what has really been going on."

Ok is all he said and he sat there and listened to me go on about my ex and Zayn and how my life is just falling apart and how John is acting different and blowing me off. He did not say a word until the end.

I finished my long speech about how my life has gone down the toilet. Niall just gave me a long hug and said, "Do you really want my opinion?"

"Yes I really do." I say somberly.

"Well what I think is that if this boy, John isn't treating you right than you shouldn't be with him. Sure when you are together you feel so great and happy, but you Maddie Styles deserve a man who makes you feel that way 24/7. You don't deserve to be treated like that. Maybe just talk to him and then evaluate the situation and see if he is really even worth it. I can help you, and I will always be there if you want to talk it out."

"Yea I guess you are right........... anything else?" I say slightly depressed.

"Yea kick that ex in the balls! And forget about Zayn as long as you don't like hom back nothing will happen as long as you don't let him take advantage. I will talk to him unless you think that it is not nessesarry But do you have any feelings for Zayn before I do this?"

"Sure he is HOTT as fuck but he is my brother and nothing will change how I feel about him. No attraction there...."

"Ok I will go see what is going on!" Niall said while walking out of the room.

UGH WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT THIS BOY!!

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A/N

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WENT TO WWAT LAST NIGHT IN PHILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT WAS AMAZAYN AND OVERALL THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!!!!!

5SOS WAS KICK ASS AND 1D WAS JUST DROP DEAD AMAZING!! I LOVED ITTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!