I can't seem to let go.
I can't seem to move on.
I've tried to.
My feelings come back.
Whenever I see he calls others that name, it hurts.
It's been 2 months and Im still addicted.
I just want things to go back.
I'm tired of trying..
But sometimes trying is all I can do.
I know he's moved on.
To someone better.
I was the cause of this.
I don't deserve the world.
I deserve this pain.
I deserve nothing.
....
I'm leaving this app fr's. It's not healthy for me. I'll be back to finish my poems still.