Broken

I'm Glad I Hit You

My feet were hurting and my. back  was numb. I was tired of walking looking for something decent to wear without results.

"Val look at this dress"

I heard Vianney yelling from behind me. I walked up to her as fast as my aching feet allowed me.

"This is really nice valerie" go try it on!"

The dress was beautiful, but it was way too fancy and it clearly was made for pettite and slim girls so it was stupid for me to try and fit my rather large body in it.

"What's wrong?" jojo walked up to us confused, with a pile of shirts hanging of her forearm.

"Oh nothing I was about to tell Vianney that the dress she liked was too fancy for a dinner date."

The dress was REALLY pretty, and I guess it wasn't too fancy but my insecurities were too much.

" come on, let's keep looking"

I said as I walked back to the area where I was previously going before Vianney called me.

"Dude we've been here for hours and you don't seem to like anything!" Vianney said as I walked away. "I'm sorry I just don't think anything looks good enough" I was really frustrated. Its been about five hours of "Shopping" or should I say looking around, Ever since this morning when I talked to niall on the phone and we agreed on a dinner date I was a mess. I was so nervous, I didn't even have breakfast I got up right away and called Vianney and Jojo and told them about the date and that I needed to go shopping. I was already a bit frustrated since I had to almost beg Niall to go to a small restaurant. He kept insiting on this really fancy restaurant on the roof of a building or this other one where you get your food cooked at your table, I tried to tell him abou the paparazzi and the fans that would recognized him and start rumors so he just agreed.

"Well maybe if you tried something on you would know"

jojo signal to all the clothes she was still holding.

"Fine ill try something" I really didn't like shopping. Not that I hated it, but I just picture skinny girls being into shopping and having the right to since they had those bodies. Im not saying I'm fat but I'm sure as hell not skinny.

"here" jojo gave me 3 things out of the pile she was holding.

I looked at the girl who was sitting at the desk next to the fitting rooms. Her tag read Anna.

"Three?" she asked quietly. I simply nodded. I walked to the first door and saw the little room with the walls covered in mirrors. Great now I get to see myself from every angle.

I tried several things but I liked very few.

We ended up walking out of the store with and outfit and I was pretty satisfied.

When we got home mom and the girls were gone. I walked to the kitchen to get some water. when I noticed a light pink sticky note on the fridge. I got my mom this sticky notes at a book store downtown it had Gloria written in cursive at the bottom in pink a little darker than the rest.

Whent to Diana's  ill be back later there is some food in the fridge love you - mom

I left the note there and made my way upstairs. Vianney and jojo were already laying on the couch watching tv.

I got in my room and checked the time. I only had about two hours to get ready. Niall was going to pick me up at 7:30 since the drive would take 30 minutes. We would be there at eight. I went to the bathroom and washed my face. I didn't wear makeup to go shopping or brushed my hair.