A Few Thousand Nights

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I love you
But i don't think you understand how
Much it takes to fulfill someone to a wholesome state.
I'm half empty , not half full . I don't have your wholesomeness to dwell upon my 50%.
I love you
But i don't think you love as hard as you say
I am a ghost to you in public;
You walk through me and ignore when we aren't alone.
I love you
But i dont think you know how much you hurt me
How much i dont want to hurt you if i leave
How much restraint i put myself through just to hold you down in the end.
I love you.
But i kill myself everyday i do.