My necklace awaits me.
It will end all of me; my soul, my heart, my thoughts, my life.
It will whisk me away to another.
Mother I hope you are happy, with your new husband. He will be very pleased with my final performance tonight. I do wish that you not gaze upon my body; please sleep well.
I will miss you my love, Ellen.
I hope that the time we have spent together is always in your mind. Never forget me.
I do wish that you move on and leave me behind, find another to love and be happy. I will miss your kisses and hugs, your purring, and your pink wrinkled skin. The hideous sphinx that will always be the love of my life.
I tie it around my throat, and deepen my breath.
And jump.
Jump into a slumber where my demons will never bother me again.
