|| Gangs, Games and Guys ||《Yooseven》

Brother breakdowns {6}

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This is what he worried me about. I'm so scared, but I won't show weakness in front of them. But that makes me just like him, doesn't it? I should know that it's okay to show fear.

"Haha, wow. And I thought they told you to stay away. You really don't care for your friend's feelings at all. No wonder they haven't come."

"STOP PLEASE! PLEASE! THEY WILL COME I KNOW THEY WILL!" I scream loudly, I wasn't going to let these bastards talk as if my friends don't care for me. I know that they are searching, I know it.

Do I really?

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CHAPTER 5

I can say I felt bad, he looked so upset with himself. I know how it feels to be upset with yourself, I would always want someone there to comfort me. "You couldn't have known the future, Saeran. I know you didn't intend this," I say as he looks up at me with the a glimpse of sadness in his eyes.

"It shows that you have changed because you worry, if you were still with them you wouldn't be as mentally strong as you are now. You are already stronger than them, understand that. I know the a lot of the RFA members have made bad choices, I never held it against them because it shows that they've owned up to their mistakes. They were able to say that they've made a mistake." I say as I give him a smile of acceptance. "I'll try to talk to Seven, I bet he just doesn't understand what happened."

Damn, I just comforted Seven a few hours ago, and now I'm comforting his brother. This family has issues, but that's why they are amazing. Even if I haven't met Saeran for long, I know he's a great person. I know I wouldn't have been able to hold my own against those guys. Then something really bad could have happened. If he was willing to protect me, then I see him as a person that deserves my respect.

"Thanks, Yoosung. Seven has told me about the RFA. It's good to know that people you know have also made bad choices. I need to recognize that people aren't perfect, and neither am I." He says as he puts his hands up to his face, tugging on his hair a bit out of frustration. You could tell he was sad and also frustrated, sad that Seven was true and also frustrated that he doesn't understand.

"Please talk to my brother." He said harshly but still softly. It almost sounded like he was crying.

"I will," I say as I head to Sevens lair upstairs. I can say that I was a little scared. I didn't want to mess up there relationship as brothers. That would make me look like a bad person

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His lair was the second door down from the hall, on the right side. That something I've remembered, we would hang out in there. He has so many rooms in the house that it becomes hard the remember each one, but this one is one I will always remember. I take a big gulp before entering his room, I'm not for what's to come. I don't usually hang out in there anymore due to his "private" work things. I wish we could go back to when we would be able to do anything.

Knock knock

"Yes, Yoosung?" Seven says tiredly as I peek inside the door. His voice echoed through his bunker. I walk inside, sitting on a couch that's a little ways from his desk, but still in talking reach. It's kind of weird how he could already tell it was me.

"Talk to me," I say as he flips around in the rolly chair and scoots to the couch. His face looked so angry like he could kill me with just his stare.

"What is there to talk about Yoosung? My brother was in a gan-" He said looking at me, his eyebrows furrowed together.

"No, he wasn't. Maybe if you would have listened to him you would have known that! He would have never wanted to be with them if he knew what they are planning to do!" I said interrupting him, at this point, I was getting angry. "You've made mistakes too. Just because your brother has made lots of them in past doesn't mean you need to you need to hate him. I know you better than this. Hell the whole RFA has made mistakes!" With that, he flinches and then started smirking, with anger still seeping from him.