Not my Daddy

Lets talk

Chapter 8

This chapter is dedicated to the great and wonderful AliaHolt7 for all the encouragement and hype. Love u sis

Emmit Pov

I can't believe I just did that. I'm walking to the bathroom completely shell shocked. I turned on the sink and looked at myself in the mirror. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't let this school and Kenneth get to me. I won't let them get to me. I shake my hands off and dry them. When I open the door with intentions to go straight to sleep, Kenneth was standing there. Waiting for me. I looked down. "We need to talk." I mentally groaned. "Well I can't talk to you with you in my way." Attitude. He looked taken aback, but moved to the side nonetheless. I practically stomped over to the kitchen, throwing myself into the seat. He looked disturbed but still said nothing. "How do you feel?" I felt like I was in damn counselling. "Fine. Can I go?" He took a deep breath. "Emmit. I'm asking you these things because I care. Not to invade. You want this to work? You need to put aside your childish ass tendicies and act like you want it to work." He has a tone I didn't like. Maybe he was right. I would never admit. "So now you can't talk? You know what, leave. I don't care go upstairs, hide in your room. Do whatever the fuck you want. If you wanna be reassigned...let me know." I watched him throw on a hoodie and grab his keys. Dammit.

I ran to the kitchen and grabbed the house phone. "Zora I fucked up. I sucked his dick and then I didn't wanna talk about it. Then he got mad and left and now I feel bad and I" She hushed me. "Someone is at my door." I heard Leo tell her to go get the door. I put myself on mute. "Hay Zora. Where's Leo?" Shit it was Kenneth. "He's uh In his room watching TV?" It came out as a question-Zora was a terrible liar. "Thanks." Zora came back to the phone. "We're clear. And Emmit all ima say is communion is connection. If you don't talk to him, you can't expect anything to change." She was right. While i was thinking I heard Leo speak to her. I mute myself. "Zora who gave you permission to to use the phone?" "Nobody sir." Uh-oh. "Interesting. Who are you talking to?" she started to stutter. "Uh, um, Im taking to, um.Emmit sir." Im just glad she didn't lie. There was silence on the phone. I waited. Then I heard the phone moving. "Hello Emmit." Shit is was Kenneth. I didn't respond. "Look, I know you can hear me. When i get home, be in your room, waiting for me" He hung up. Oh my goodness. What have I done?

Kenneth Pov

I just don't get it. Everyone else is doing great with their assignment. Zora loves Leo. Oliver loves Hunter. Why can't Emmit? Why cant she be open about her feeling at least? I'm squeezing the wheel so hard my knuckles are white. I'm just going to go home and sleep. Deal with this in the morning. I just remembered. I have to deal with her behavior. Honestly at the moment, I'm not sure I care.

When I walk into the house it's dead silent. I walk in knowing I would see Emmit on the couch watching Tv. I looked in the living room, but she wasn't there. Maybe she does listen. I walk into her room and there she was. Kneeling. I'd be lying if I said that didn't make me want to throw her in the bed and fuck her. I can't. "Stand up." She stood. "Look at me. Don't touch that phone unless it's an emergency and you speak when I speak to you. Understood?" "Yes sir." I walked out the room and went to mine. I sat on my bed. I wanna be a good master I do, but she doesn't want me to be. I think I'm gonna enroll us in counseling.

I woke up the next day, not remembering I fell asleep. It's a Saturday. I walk downstairs to see Emmit making breakfast. How sweet. "Emmit when you're done, we have somewhere to go." She nodded, but quickly followed up with a yes sir." I smile.

The car ride was silent. I try to distance myself as far from her as possible. I make her sit in the back seat. The radio was on my favorite station. Perfect. When we got to the counselors office, I was nervous. Was this really necessary? Maybe we could work it out by ourselves. I sat down outside the office. I made Emmit sit on the floor. She's still on punishment. I waited as couple after couple left the counselors offices. We were next. Emmit tried to ask me where we were and I never answered her. "Kenneth and Emmit." I stood and she followed. The office was comfortable. Fluffy chairs and even cushions for subs to kneel on. How thoughtful. I sat in the chair. Emmit kneeled on one of those cushions. There was a silence before Mrs.Diggs spoke. "Hi Emmit I'm miss Diggs your counselor. I'm here to help, okay?" "Yes maam." Mrs. Diggs nodded. "So Kenneth what seems to be the problem?" I look down at Emmit. "Emmit and I had a scene, our first scene. We both performed oral sex on each other. Then when it was done she ran into the bathroom. She refused to speak to me and she was distant. I don't want anything to go unsaid. I just want her to be okay. She keeps locking me out and it's becoming frustrating." Emmit seemed to panic. Mrs.Diggs saw it too. "Emmit are you okay? You can say something if you want too." Mrs. Diggs was careful. I saw tears drops falling to the ground. Why is she crying? Mrs. Diggs tried again. "Emmit what's wrong baby?" Emmit didn't say anything. I figured I should atleast try and stop being petty. I reached my hand down and pulled her onto my lap. She came completely undone. I just held her. "What's wrong Emmit? Please tell me." My voice came out a little higher than intended. She took a deep breath and everything came out. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't wanna talk about it. I'm sorry I suck. I'm sorry I'm so mean to you. I'm scared. I've never done this before. I was literally taken away from everything I've ever know and forced here. I don't even know what part of the world were in. Everyone here is so willing and I'm not. I'm never had this kinda structure in my life and I'm disgusted that I like it. I like being here to an extent. I like you Kenneth and I like Zora, Oliver. It's nice to have friends. I hate admitting it. I don't wanna accept it. When I signed that contract it made everything real. It made me realize I like it. I don't know why I was embarrassed that you would think less of me. I just I don't know. I didn't realize how hurt you were. I'm sorry." She cried harder. Awe. Mrs.Diggs just looked at us. I squeezed her as tight as I could. I hate seeing her cry. Mrs. Diggs pulled a box of tissues out and slid them across the desk. Great job. At some point Emmit started to calm down and I was relieved. I've started to regret bringing her here, but atleast she finally told me sorta. "Emmit you guys have to talk. Communication is connection. If you guys don't talk your problems will persist. I know you guys can do it." Emmit nodded against my shoulder. I think I'm gonna take her home. "Mrs.Diggs we're gonna go." Mrs. Diggs nodded. "Good bye." I stood up and carried Emmit out the office. That was traumatic.

While in the car Emmit is silent. She laid down on the back seat and hasn't said a word since. I begin think of going home is the best option. Nah. I text a couple people and turn a round.

Emmit Pov

I'm so stupid and worthless. I had one job and I can't even do it right. I feel the car turn abruptly. Oh my, he's probably going to take me back. I keep my head down and my thoughts to myself. What have I gotten my myself into. After what feels like hours we stop. Kenneth got out the car and came around to my side. "Cmon baby, I've got a surprise for you. I promise you'll like it." I kinda just wanted to sleep and cry. I climbed out the car and followed him. We're in a plaza. Why? I just wanna go home. I look down as we walk. I don't want to upset Kenneth any more. As we walk to where ever the hell we going I hear music. Sounds like little kids music. What? I look up and see that we're in an arcade, food place. One of those places where you eat and play games. I'm kinda excited. I look around and see Oli and Zora. What are they doing here? Oliver pulls me out my seat hugging me. "It's been forever since I've seen you." I squeezed him tight. He glanced up at Hunter before he whispered in my ear. "I know daddy had me on punishment for that party still." My eyes got large. I still can't get over him calling Hunter daddy. Zora hugged me next. "It's gonna be okay." I smiled back at her. Leo spoke next. "Enough of all that sappy shit. Go have fun." Kenneth pulled what seemed like a thousand tokens out and tossed it our way. We were off.

We played for hours and hours. We collectively had thousands of tickets. We didn't know what to do with ourselves. My stomach hurt from fries,pizza, and soda. My mouth her from chewing on candy. My head hurt from all the yelling I had been doing. Today was great. It was soon to come to an end though. The thought of that made me sad. Hunter stood grabbing his jacket. "Oliver come grab your jacket, it's a little windy outside." Oliver started to protest, but soon stopped when he realized the Look Hunter was giving. Zora was all under Leo. He picked her up, deciding to carry her to the car. "Good night guys. See you Monday." We all waved them away. Kenneth paid for everything then motioned towards the door. Oliver and I walked out the place hand in hand talking about the events of today. "I had so much fun, I wish we could do stuff like this all the time." I agreed with him. That would be ideal. We all walked out together and to our cars. I waved bye to Oliver one more time and we were off.

When we got home I was far from tired. I walked up the steps, Kenneth trailing behind me. "We need to talk." I let a groan. What is with him and damn talking. We walk into his room and sit on his bed. "What seems to be the matter?" I was irritated. "Whoa,whoa calm down. I just wanted to ask how your day was aside from the counselors of course." He smiled. "It was pretty amazing actually." "Good." He pulled me into his lap. "I'm sorry for everything Emmit. Everything." He really has nothing to be sorry for. It's really my fault. "You good Kenneth. I promise." He squeezed me tight. "Wanna sleep with me or..." I nodded. "Here is good." He laid back down. I climbed under the covers. Sometime into laying in the dark when I thought he was asleep. I apologized. "Kennedy I'm sorry for not speaking to you when I should have. I'm sorry for being a bitch. I'm sorry for just sucking all around. I hope you can forgive me." His grip tightened. He wasn't asleep, but I think I'd rather tell myself he was.