Dream Like

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"you know.... I love your singing"

Chan looked down at his boyfriend. Both their bands had the week off,so Y/n and Chan decided to catch up. The older was on Chan's lap,staring up at him.

"I would love to hear you sing for our children"

"Children?"Chan was kind of shocked at the sudden topic. He never really thought of it,just going with the flow.

Y/n grinned,"yes"

"Y/n you know-"

"Yes I know baby,but not yet. I was just saying"

Chan hummed,he leaned back on the tree,one thing in his mind. Children? Did Y/n really want that? Their still young,haven't had more than make outs and cuddles. Was he probably too stubborn? Y/n was already in the age of doing as he wanted, Chan too, but he didn't do so.

It's funny how Chan was always paranoid when it came to him and Y/n. He hated crying,but it was something he couldn't help when it came to Y/n.

He looked back down at his boyfriend.

He smiled as he saw him sleep.

Y/n's p.o.v

"Your saying it wrong,"Chan said sternly

I looked at him with a irritated look,"yeah?well you know what i can say right in English?"

"What?",he asked,his eyes scanned my face as I smirked.

"I love you~"

He snorted and smacked my arm,"I love you too" he said with a side smile. I sighed as my phone began to ring. Chan blinked ,staring up at me as I answered.

"What is it?",I asked. It was Shownu.

"I need you here early tomorrow,7 am at the latest",he sounded stern.

"Yeah ok",I said as I felt Chan play around with the fingers of my free hand.

He hung up and I returned my attention to my boyfriend,he looked up at me with pursed lips,"something happen? Please don't leave me",he whined and clung onto my arm. I couldn't help but laugh at his childish antics.

"No baby,I'll sleepover as promised. But I probably won't be here by the time you wake up",I said ,I was kinda sad ,but I plastered a smile on my face and kissed his forehead.

He gave me his toothy smile,how adorable.

I grunted as he pushed me down the bed. He layed on top of me,pursed lips of his as he rested his chin over my chest. I chuckled and flipped us over,I attacked his neck with the lightest kisses.

He laughed at my actions. 

But then-

"Ah-!"

Oh shit. I didn't mean it.

"Y/n stop",he demanded ,face red in embarrassment and what seemed like anger. I bit my lip and got off of him. We were silent for a while,and it wasn't that comfortable silence. I didn't like it.

"Baby you know I didn't do it on purpose",I said as I looked at him.

He sighed and cuddled my arm,"I know",he mumbled.

I smiled a little,but looked over and down at him. "Can I ask you something?",he asked quietly. I hummed in agreement.

He stayed quiet for a while before speaking,"do you...do it?"

I scrunched up my nose and furrowed my eyebrows,"what do you mean?",I asked as I looked at the wall.

"I... Well some Idols get to have sex with people ,but not have a girlfriend or boyfriend...if you know what I mean",he said,I could feel the uncomfortableness in his voice.

"Well...",I paused. I did it once before ,but I felt guilty so I stopped. It was probably because the first time Chan said no,I got frustrated.

"I did it once...",I admitted. He jerked away from me,"what?"

"But I haven't done it since baby,If you don't want to I get it. I stopped because I felt guilty",I said as I scanned his face. He only looked down and nodded.

"Can we sleep now?",he asked.

I smiled.

"Anything for you baby"