i only see you - k.nj x k.sj

first ending

i miss you. you dont understand what you did to me. when i met you time stopped. the first time i was introduced to you, my breath was taken away from me. ive never experienced than. then i tried to be slick and say i accidentally texted you. haha and you invited me to the football game, i felt so overwhelmed and excited i was so scared you wernt going to like me,i still had a hard time talking to you, but then you held my hand tighter... i just ugh theres so much more but i dont want to think about it.its just i remembered i looked at you a certain way and i felt a certain way. how did i fall in love with you jin? i barley know who you are as a person, i only dated you for a few months, but you make my mind and heart go crazy. you hurt me so much and im sorry for hurting you too. im serious. i love you so much i feel terrible i made you feel anything but good. im strong without you again, so why is it hard for me to talk to you? i ignore you but you keep talking to me and i dont have the heart to tell you to leave. cant you see i treat you better than everyone else treats you? its because i love you and want everything best for you. if you are happy without me i accept it. i just want to stop hurting

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ty to those who read this story, ily