Happy Endings

Chapter 3

Come on cas Jack is still a small boy and he says anything that comes in his mind you don't have to pay attention to all his demands. "yeah I know Sam but you know how hurt Dean was when we failed for the first time but lucky soon after that Jack came into our lives and everything was okay but yesterday what Jack said bought back all the memories from the   on cas Jack is still a small boy and he says anything that comes in his mind you don't have to pay attention to all his demands. "yeah I know Sam but you know how hurt Dean was when we failed for the first time but luckily soon after that Jack came into our lives and everything was okay but yesterday what Jack said bought back all the memories from the past" cas said in a very disappointed toned. "Hey cas I know that even I don't want all those memories back and I don't want to see Dean hurt again I think you should go and tell Jack about the past and yeah don't worry about Dean just give him sometime I know my brother so just don't worry " said Sam. "Sam if you get a call from dean just let me know I know he won't call me " yeah sure I will after saying this Sam left the garage and cas stood there thinking how to explain Jack what had happened and cas was thinking whether Jack will be able to understand or not but then he had to try because he can't see Dean and himself going to that pain again not when they were going to celebrate their 2nd anniversary after 4days.
The Winchesters not always had happy days but when they do they don't last beyond some days theres always something or the other going on in the Winchesters house. First it was with the baby then came Jack and things became all about him whether he will go to school or not whether he go to hunting with dean or not or will he take the training of hunters. There was always some or the thing between dean and cas also dean had to go on hunting so he was mostly out  which gave them less time with each other and cas didn't wanted to spend this time  fighting with Dean. After all this thought he tried calling Dean but he didn't answer it and then cas straight away headed to jacks room. Jack was playing the  viedo game which Dean had bought for him  cas knocked on the door and Jack said "come in"
"hey Jack"
"hey papa"
Cas didn't know how to start what he wanted to say and how to make him understand that what he told yesterday in a very childish way had some bad memories for his dad and papa.
On the other hand Dean was sitting in the park nearby to the bunker he was just observing kids playing around with a sad face or we could just say it was disappointment on his face that he always kept failing at everything. He thought to himself that he couldnt be good son, not a good brother and he knew that even I want a good husband but that was okay but one thing he never wanted to fail was at being a good father he didn't wanted to raise his kids like John did he wanted his child to study and didn't wanted his child to live a hunters life but then when he heard about the failure in the very first step he was shattered and he had lost all the hopes and he had told cas that he didn't even wanted to think about about it anymore but then all of a sudden Jack came into their life and Dean was building himself again after all this thought had clouded his mind he thought to himself that he shouldn't have left like that he could have talked with cas and Jack about it and made them understood especially cas that why can't they try for the second time. Dean thought that experience to his worst nightmare and he just wanted to forget it he didn't wanted to fight or ignore cas he wanted to throw him a part for their anniversary he planned something like taking cas for a long drive and then a lovely dinner and an anniversary sex thats what he was thinking and was also excited about it but he never had pictured it like this. Yes Dean was angry but he literally wanted to cry a lot he wanted to hug Cas and cry like a baby and he wanted to show him how hurt he was when they failed for the 1st time. He had never shown his emotions or he didn't even cried in front of cas or his brother when they got the news that they didn't succeed but cas knew he always comes to know whats going on with Dean but dean didn't have any idea about it. 
While in the bunker cas was still finding the right words to start a talk with Jack. While Jack was still busy playing that video game. Cas cleared his throat and started so are you enjoying this video game Jack?
"Yes a lot I loved it thank you so much" Jack replied with a lot of enthusiasm still playing the game
"your most welcome" cas wanted to reply in a happy tone but he failed
Jack paused the game after hearing cas's voice and turned around facing cas "papa is there something wrong? "
"No Jack it's nothing serious but papa wanted to talk with about something that happened in dads and papas life before you came into our lives.... "
"what's wrong papa? "