See my Anger and Despair

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I run straight to the bathroom with loads of tears in my eyes and look through the mirror as I see the big hickey on my neck. The more I look at it and cry, the more angry I get and I start to scrape it off. I scraped so hard because of my anger the hickey start bleeding. The pain wasn't all, but I'm still crying very hard in the bathroom. What the fuck will I do now if Brad sees this?!

Thinking about it too much raises my anger and I kick open all of the bathroom doors and keep punching the wall until my knuckle start bleeding. When I stop, I start crying even more on the floor.

"Ashley?" I look up and see Veronica crouching in front of me.
I couldn't talk, I just weep more showing her the hickey on my neck and she gasps.
"What the fuck?! DID HE?!"
I nod crying more.
"DIDN'T YOU TASER HIM-?!"
"I did....I did...."
"Jesus Christ....," she says and hugs me tightly. When she hugs me, I shed even more tears and I clutch tightly on her shirt.

"Vero, please take it off!!" I yell crying even harder.
"I can't girl, it vanishes at least in two days."
Hearing that made me become a crying maniac who lost completely everything. Well, I actually do because Brad is my everything.

Veronica picks me up from the floor and bring me to an empty classroom sitting me down. She then sits at a desk beside me and stares at me about to shed a tear.

"Don't you dare cry! You're not the one getting haunted by this," I say sobbing.
"What do you mean girl? Of course I'll shed my tears especially when seeing you like this."
"What the fuck I'm going to do now?! Why the fuck is this happening to me?! What have I done to get this bullshit-what the fuck did I do to deserve this?!?!"
"Chill girl. Look, this is all my fault for not being there to get you out of that."
"You're talking like you could!"
"You're right, but Ashley you know how much I care for you to a point I want to do the impossible to make you alright."
"..whatever..."
"I know you're angry but you got to save this situation for later because we have class. C'mon."
"Veronica.."
"Yeah?"
"You were right. This time, I'm going to make Brad's first kill be him....I don't even care anymore...."
Veronica becomes silent as I say that then everything turns silent.

--------Time Skip---------

"He did what?!" Haley asks surprised.
I'm just silent and looking in one direction and that's out of space.
"Haley, not now. She's not herself right now."
"Yeah, I can see that. This isn't Ashley at all. And the worse part Brad's getting out of the hospital today-"
"HE'S GETTING OUT TODAY?!?!" I yelled.

"Ash, chill," Veronica says.
"Chill?! Brad's going to be mad if he FUCKING SEES THIS! He's going to think-"
"Ashley! Stop!" Veronica snaps.
"..............."
"Chill. Out. We can sort this out okay? We'll talk to Brad-"
"NO!!"
"THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT US TO DO?!?!"
"STAY OUT OF IT!!"
"Luck you're not going to make me snap even more on you. I know Brad so.....I'll let you handle it okay?"
I nod.

I then get up and go straight to the garden.

---------Time Skip------------

School finally get dismiss and I walk silently to the School exit until-Bang! I jump, look up and see none other than Brad.

"Hey Babe. Miss me?" he says smiling.
"B-Brad," I say then tears start coming out of my eyes.
"Um....I'm Sorry I meant Ashley-"
I shook my head violently and say "you're my boyfriend so of course you can call me babe."
"Hehe. I missed you so much."
"I missed you more," I say sobbing.

He wipes my tears and start stroking my hair until he stops. "Ashley.....?"
"Yes Brad?"
"Is.....this a hickey?"
I stop talking and look down.
"It is, isn't it?!" his voice gets louder.
"..............."
"ASHLEY!"
"Y......y-yes-"
He slams the locker even harder. "WHO THE FUCK GAVE YOU AN HICKEY?! WHO ASHLEY?!"
"D-Derek...."
"The Fucker you used to date?!"
"Brad I'm not dating him honest.....he....he assaulted me.....I hate him you know that....."
"He hurt you?"
I nod, crying.
"Fuck.......I'll be right back..." he says and shifts away from me about to leave.
".....Brad..."
"What?"
"......Kill him.....I give you the privilege.."
He leaves the school and I do the same......

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