Addicted To A Memory. ✔️ [KaiStal Short Story]

Part 1

4 years passed and I am still not over him..

Even thought he left me.

I am so sick of my heart who still ache for him

I am so sick of it.. My pride was hurt enough but I am still not over him.

FLASHBACK:

"Jongin-ah you are my only hope..you have to help me, sajanim is trying to kick me out of the company" I begged grabbing his hands with tears filling my eyes.

"then you are screwed, just like the way I am."he coldly replied he pushed me away.

"Jongin-ah.."

"how could I know that the baby is mine anyway ? You were with that Jerk cheating on me! and now...

you are back saying I should help you? Am I crazy?"he glared at me his eyes was full with hate, Anger! But there was a sad feeling deep inside him.

"I never cheated on you ,understand that!!!"I shouted at him as he just laughed with a smirk which made me quite surprised at his change in personality .

"you had that angel side which made me fell for you but you turned out fake.."he said before turning around and leave .

I followed him.

"I don't care if you think I am a fake or bitch or anything else because that's your opinion but I am really excited to see the day you come back with regret."I said grapping his hand .

"I will never, I am not a fool" he glared at me , his facial expressions hurted m so much that I was close to falling down..

"oh jongin I swear you will when you get back to your sense .you lost me and I know you will search of me inside any other girls you will date but you wont find me, because you didn't believe or understand me now and you will regret it when you find out the truth."I said looking into his eyes ,his eyes was full of sadness +hatred but most of it was jealously..and that jealously was coming from fear I was sure but I don't care anymore

With one last glance at the guy I loved with all of me I left

"I LOST MY MIND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOURS!!"I heard him shout behind me.

I didn't look back though

tomorrow might be wonderful , it might be magical but I believe even if I loved again it wont be like the way I loved Jongin..

END OF FLASHBACK:

he left my life but that's not the end of my life and my story. That's the end of his part in it, that's the end of his part in me and Sori's life..

Sori is 3 years and 4 months , she is so cute! She loves dancing just like Jongin, I wonder if he remember me once in a while

I wonder if he ever thought about sori..i wonder if he ever thought that he may be her dad..

I wonder if I will see him today at the weeding?

Of course you will see him you fool

Today is a weeding of friends of us {Mari and Luhan}.

They were dating back when I was in Korea dating Jongin, Mari is one of the best friends of mine so I didn't have any choice but to be with her in a day like this even if it meant seeing him..

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"Soojung! I am so nervous!"Mari said nervously tapping her feet in the floor continuously which made me chuckle.

"Mari calm down everything will be alright! and also the charming prince is waiting outside, do you wanna make him wait more" I glared at her with a teasing eyes which made her giggle.

"alright alright the weeding will start in any minute, I cant believe you are getting married! Ahh mari I am so happy for you!!! Congratulation my bestie!!"I hugged her tightly, I was really happy for her, actually in the past no one probably thought they would get married the first .. even themselves probably didn't know.

"Auntie you should throw the bouquet to me okay?" Sori said giggling m making both of us laugh.

"try to catch it there!"Mari said laughing.

"okay I will go and sit , good luck "I said as I hugged her once again as I went and sat with sori.

I was really stressed because Jongin was looking at me all the time I tried to avoid him by talking with sori and things but still it was holly StressFul!!!

"so now Miss.Kim Mari do you accept Mr.Xie Luhan as your husband?"

"Yes!!!"Mari Answere with a giggle actually I couldn't help but laugh a little as I saw them , they looked so cute.