Survival A Hausa Novel

7|confrontation

A/N hey guys! Sturge Weber Syndrome is a port wine stain or birthmark that causes seizures,glaucoma, developmental problems and much more but I won't ponder on it much, as it may be very sensitive to some people thank you.

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Ammah P.O.V

So I was born with this disease but thankfully it's mild. From the MIR test and EEG scan the doctors concluded that I have seizure which caused the loss of consciousness. I am already aware of the glaucoma I've been wearing glasses all my life. I'm on medications for 2 months now after then I'll undergo some scans again to see if there's progress or not. Mummy has already lectured me about all the triggers that will trigger my seizure and make it worst. The rules are pretty simple avoid hunger, stress, and taking of drugs regularly. We are leaving for school in two weeks with Mama.

I plan on confronting Ismail today, the sooner the better besides I plan on leaving with a clear mind and start afresh. Maryam is coming back home for mid terms and I'm so excited I've missed her and her nuisance.

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Yusrah and I are getting our driver's license today yay!

"Ammah let's order tacos from the Mexican dinner maryam's fav what do you think?" Yusrah glanced at me before looking ahead the road.

"Yes let's " I would never miss an opportunity to eat good food".

" then we'll go to silver bird the hate you give movie is out and it will be an opportunity for us to hang out again me, you, maryam and Amira ( yusra's sister), it's been long!"

And I couldn't agree more we've been busy lately preparing for school and all. We got home around 2 prayed zuhr and  ate

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"It's not funny" Amira stomped her foot childishly, maryam ate her last taco that's she been from us all claiming she'll eat it later.

" weeeee.....didntt say it was" I squeaked between laughter, yusra and maryam looking at me laughing strands of black hair fell out of their turban caps.

"You are all laughing!!" Amira exclaimed again annoyed.

" what can I say Amira I like seeing you mad" said maryam her eyes shinning with you and humour.

Amira picked the pillow beside her and threw it at us. I missed this feeling, being happy and carefree, having good moments with your loved ones. I am truly blessed to have them as sisters I love them.

" yallah ba'ah let's pray Magrib, dress up and leave the movie is starting in 2 hours" yusra announced we cleared up and headed to our respective rooms maryam and Amira in one yursa and I in the other.

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I knew I couldn't believe what he says though, and he dare fill me with false hope again. Maybe it was another part of his game, another from of his cruelty.

I had a good time with the girls. The movie was Epic , Amandla Sternberg is just amazing. On our way home Ismail messaged me and it was right then I decided to end everything once and for all. I confessed and confronted him but he claimed he wasn't playing me, he was just trying to prove to his friends he's capable of dating me, making his excuse meaningless and stupid.

You mean a lot to me Ammah, I can't loose you I'm so sorry give me another opportunity let's start afresh.

He messaged again. Am I being completely being irrational? I mean I guess he didn't "love me " enough he was just playing me. I know I didn't love him but I really liked him a lot and I wanted him to be in my life. Is that bad?.

Ismail I can't do this anymore, you've hurt, neglected and treated me badly. I guess I can't take it and I'm done. And I forgive you. Goodnight

That wasn't horrible was it? I mean I just broke up with him with the lamest text ever. And I forgive him is it too soon? I will just have to clean up my mess after trying to give all my affection to the wrong person. But it's over I'm over it. No more Ismail problems.

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Hey guys sorry for the short chapter but I want to thank you guys for 1k reads it means alot❤️

Oh and this chapter is not edited!

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