Opposite (Larry Stylinson)

Harry

Hi I am Harry .. Harry styles

I am 20 years old

My mum was a single mother , so I really didn't have a man in the house to grow up with accept Marcel but he wasn't such a man we are just a year apart

I can't really get knowledge from him

I have two siblings Gemma and my older brother Marcel

My favorite hobbies are singing and reading

I am gay

Marcel was actually the first one to know I was gay

Then I decided to come out to my mum and sister

Funny story, I had made a rainbow cake and wrote with icing on top I am gay

I stood there really nervous thinking they'll kick me out of the house but my mom understood I love boys

I have a boyfriend

His name is Louis

A lot of people don't accept me and Louis for two reason

One because we are gay

Two because me and Louis are different

But when you love someone it doesn't matter if you are different from them right ?

Well Louis tells me that, when those words people say get to me

I'll let you in on a little secret

Me and Louis are different REALLY different

Louis is punk but I don't mind he's beautiful just the way he is

BUT.. Louis spends most of his time partying, drinking and smoking but mostly smoking ..

Don't get me wrong , he spends time or spends a day with me and checks up on me everyday but sometimes I wish Louis wouldn't spend so much time partying and all...

But who am I to tell him he can't do what he wants ,

I am not his mother or anything like that

There's times where I just want Louis there with me cuddling in bed with my big white teddy bear ... when we do cuddle together , he is never there when I wake up

It makes me really upset

I get really mad with Louis when he does that, but I can't really blame him .. he has better things to do like smoke drink and have fun with his friends

I love Louis .

But sometimes I just want to be the best for him...