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SuYul - Blink Of An Eye

It's 2 am, I can't believe you're gone

Isn't it strange how

When life ends, but the clocks upon the wall

They keep ticking on and on and on

"Why can't you understand me?! Yul! I've done everything, like literally everything!"

I remember our first fight, I accused you of cheating on me with my best friend.

I called you names. I hated you. I did everything to hurt you to the point I was the one who almost cheated.

"You've done everything? What part of everything do you mean? Showing me how depressed you are? How you're so insecure about everything? Telling me how music is the only thing keeping you from taking away your life? Then what am I to you? A distraction? Suho tell me!" I bursted infront of you, I showed you how frustrated I am.

You were always depressed. You were open about it. I tried helping you. I tried everything to understand you. But even you can't help yourself.

We cried that night, you kept on saying sorry and how much you love me. We comforted each other. And I thought you would be okay after that night.

But you still weren't.

What were your last words?

Happened so fast Lord

Can't help but think who you would be

If you just had the chance to turn 23, oh

"What do you wanna do on your birthday?" I'm so excited, in just 2 weeks we'll be celebrating your birthday and our 2nd year anniversary.

I had so many plans, my love. But I tried my best to keep it a secret because I had a surprise for you.

"I just wanna stay in my room. Eat pizza, ice cream and some chips. Watch a movie and cuddle with you. That's it, I guess," you only wanted it to be simple. I had to change plans because for sure you'll be mad at me with what I will do.

"Okay then, we'll just watch netflix and chill," you chuckled as a response and hugged me tighter before we fell into sleep.

It's 2 am, still don't believe you're gone

And the world keeps spinning on

You had so many songs

Left to sing, so many stories that I'll never get to read

Heaven holds you, in its arms

And now, I'm down here learning how to say goodbye

In the blink of an eye

"Babe, help me write a song please, it's for our project in school," I hugged you from your back as you were cooking dinner.

"Hmm, make me," you were smiling. You were actually smiling.

I stared at your face, particularly your smile and didn't notice that you were also staring at me.