Ian's p,o.v
I haven't spoke to Lucy in three weeks, and I'm dying. She won't anwser the door anymore or talk to anyone. Marlene decided that in the show Aria would take a trip ft a little bit. The girls updated me everyday, I still left her messages and voicemails even though I knew she didn't even look at her phone. It was hard and I missed my Luce. But I cheated even if I was so drunk it was no excuse and I knew it and understood where she was coming from, but she wouldn't talk to anyone and Shay said she isn't eating and hasn't been for two weeks now, every now and than she'll eat a small snack but still.
I felt my phone buzz I turned to see the caller ID and saw that it was Janel, and I instantly picked it up knowing it was likely about Lucy.
"Hey janelly" I smiled
"Ian" her voice sounded troubled
"Janel, what's wrong?" I asked suddenly concerned
"Lucy, wasn't eating much and now she's just tiny and she won't talk and were all worried that she's so deep in depression, and your the only person who knows her best." She said softly
My eyes brimmed with tears.
"I'm on my way." I whispered on the phone hanging up.
The drive seemed to take forever. I couldn't wait to see her, I missed her so much.
I knocked once on the apartment door.
"Ian, come in." Shay said with a sad smile
"She's in her bedroom, we'll leave you guys alone." Janel said walking away with shay, Troian,Ashley,Tyler, and Keegan.
I pushed open the door and saw my baby balled up in the Corner holding her knees to her chest. She look tiny, skin and bone. Her dark hair was in messy clumps to her hair, and her eyes just seemed sad not dark.
"Lucy." I said in shock tearing up at what I had done to her.
"What did I do to you?" I said stroking her pale cheek after that if I pressed to hard she'd break into a million pieces
I picked her up and held her in my arms stroking her hair. I kissed he forehead as I saw she was drifting off to sleep.
"I missed you." She whispered before closing her eyes tightly
"Me too."I mumbled suprised to hear her talk in three weeks
Couple hours later she was awake.
"Are you hungry?" I asked her lightly
She nodded looking at me.
I grabbed her hand and helped her tiny body on the couch. She was so skinny.I put some chicken noodle soup on the stove
"I heard you haven't been doing well." I stated to her.
"I'm worried, Luce. Very worried." I sighed
"I was just.. Lost." She mumbled wiping a tear.
" I did this to you." She was lost for words
" I deserved it." She sniffles
"No, no you didn't. I was stupid and I lost the best thing that ever happened to me."
"I still love you ian, even though I try not to." She started to sob violently. I held her rocking her back and forth.
"I'm so so sorry, Lucy." I stroked her hair
"I don't want to fight this anymore, I can't stay away any longer" she looked deeply into my eyes
"I don't want to either" I said wanting to kiss her but I knew I couldn't
"But I'm so broken." She wiped a tear.
"I'll help you, we'll get better together." I grabbed her hand and squeezed it.
"I love you." She gave a sad smile
"I love you too." I said rubbing her hand.
"I know."
