ᴅᴏʟᴀɴ ᴛᴡɪɴs sᴍᴜᴛ

broken up

"we're done. like i can't keep letting you back into my life. all you ever do is hurt me and i'm sick of it." i say over the phone to ethan.

"you can't leave me you love me too much."

he's right i love him but all i get in return is hurt and pain.

"i'm getting all your clothes and shoes that are my house and i'm burning them." i walk to my closet getting his clothes out.

"what no."

"what do you mean no? uhh yes sir i said we're done. that means all your shit is leaving. so you can either come get them or i'm burning them. it's really your choice." i say throwing his clothes out the window.

"ok i'm on my way right now."

i hang up annoyed.

minutes later

i look out my window and i see that he's here.

i want all my shit that i keep in his car.

i walk down stairs and open the door.

"i'm getting my shit out of your car." i say with an attitude.

he rolls his eyes with a smirk on his face.

"what?" i say rolling my eyes.

"nothing your still the bitch i fell in love with."

"ethan you literally treat me like shit and i'm over it. so i'm getting my shit out of your car and then you can leave."

he picks up his shoes and put them in the back of the car.

all my shit was in the back of the car so he had to open the door.

"really kate."

"what now." i say throwing my hands up.

"why are you doing this like we've been doing good and then you decide to leave me."

"ethan i think we all know that we don't match each other if that makes sense. at school you act like i'm not even there like i'm not important and you won't go out in public with me. the only thing we do is hang out at your house as long as nobody sees us and i'm tired of being an embarrassment to you."

"kate your not an embarrassment to me." he says putting his hand on my arm.

"obviously i am cause our relationship is basically a secret. literally nobody at the school knows. you act like i'm not there like your too good for me."

he puts his head down cause he knows i'm right.

"i'm sorry."

"well sorry isn't good enough you have to prove that you actually love me." i say stepping back.

he lifts his head up quick.

"ok i can prove it right now."

"what do you mean?" i say with a dumb look on my face.

he close his truck doors and locks it and leads me inside my house.

"what are you doing?"

i kinda pull my arm out of his hand but he pulls me towards him.

he kisses me. i should pull away but i can't.

my dumbass self doesn't pull away.

it was wrong but it felt so right.

i pull away inches away from his face
"what are we? like what are we doing?"

i was actually confused. i didn't know if we were on a short ass break or we just fucking around literally.