"dude, i hate flying. i want to die. oh my god." blake rambled as we were taking off. casey and i just laughed as we were excited to get there. getting away from everyone in yorkshire was honestly what i needed.
dom's fans had been giving me hate, saying i was the reason we broke up and that i didn't deserve him anyway. it didn't get to me too much but when teenagers would give me glares when i so much as walked past them, that would get to me. they were the same teenagers who would come up to me, telling me how much dom and i have helped them and now to see them resent me? that hurt like a bitch.
i was dragged out of my thoughts by blake clutching onto my arm with one hand while blessing himself with the other. i laughed and closed my eyes just wanting to escape reality for a while.
i know i said i had been doing better, and i had, but life obviously gets to you sometimes, and that's normal. it's not always about dom, but sometimes just my own demons.
today just wasn't a good day.
10 hours later
i fluttered my eyes open and stretched. my tired eyes scanned the now dark plane. the only sound was the engine and that only light was coming from the ones that shon above our heads.
as i had been asleep for so long i felt the urge to use the bathroom, i stood up and tried to carefully step over blake and casey without waking them up, but of course i had to trip and fall making a very loud bang which caused multiple people to stare at me and a baby to cry.
"sorry." i whispered, careful not to disrupt any other sleeping passengers, as i stood up and began walking towards the toilet, my head in my hands.
i twisted the door open and was met with the face of a middle aged woman, who proceeded to shout and throw toilet paper at me.
i rushed my apologies and nearly sprinted back to my seat, at this point blake and casey had woken up and were practically dying from laughter.
i sat in my seat and shoved my head into my knees,
"shut the fuck up." i muttered, wanting the ground to swallow me up from the previous events.
i sat back up and took out my pone and began scrolling through instagram. i liked some fans posts and replied to comments on my most recent post.
as i was scrolling one comment caught my eye;
@claudia_n98: have you heard about dom and his nEw GiRl? we all still love you more, dani.
my breathing hitched and tears began to well in my eyes.
"no no no no. this can't be true." i muttered to myself as i began searching on google to find out as much information as i could, when suddenly nearly a 100 articles popped up about dom and his "new woman".
i took a deep breath and clicked on to one of the images attached.
my heart fell once i realised who it was. tears were streaming down my face and i began drawing even more attention to myself, but at the point i didn't even care.
all i could think about was the fact dom was with her...
with audrey.
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~cries~
rip dani honestly.
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