Wasted | Johnil

W - Arcade

Wasted | Four

ARCADE

"Johnny.." he uttered as soon as he heard his concerned voice. He know it's Johnny. Taeil know his voice so well and he's sure it's really him.

"Where are you? What happened? Why are you crying?"

He can't even manage to say a word. Taeil's just crying nonstop. He shouldn't be crying because he should be happy for Winwin but he can't help it. He just want to cry out loud just for one day... just one day and then after all of that he will stop.

"Taeil? Are you okay? I'm worried about you..."

He didn't answer again. He put his phone far from him so that Johnny can't hear his sobs but he thinks Johnny can still hear it because he heard him sighed.

After awhile he heard a buzz through his phone as a sign that Johnny ended the call. He don't know what will happen next but he just lean his back on the wall beside the door of his room.

He knew this would happen. He knew that day would be his last intimate bonding with Winwin and it hurts so much.

"It hurts..."

While he was still crying he heard someone knocked on his door and suddenly opened it. He looked at the guy who entered his room but he can't recognized him.

"Taeil..." he uttered.

Johnny?

"Why are you crying? What happened?" he asked him again. So it's him. He looked down because he don't want Johnny to see him crying again. He always gives him trouble and that made him feel guilty. Johnny doesn't deserve this. He shouldn't be here.

"G-go away, Johnny... I-I don't want to give you troubles again...D-don't mind me... I'm okay." he tried to speak between his sobs. Johnny sat beside him and as he was about to move far from him, Johnny stopped him.

"How can I leave if you're like that? You're not okay, Taeil. I told you, I don't want to see you crying." Johnny said. He's still looking down because he was shy. It's not the first time that he was crying in front of Johnny but the fact that he was always crying and Johnny was always there for him... it just makes him feel guilty. Johnny doesn't deserve this.

"Then why are you here?" He asked him.

"Because I know you need this." Johnny said before hugging him. He didn't expect that but he's right he definitely needed that hug. Johnny caressed his back and that made him cry more "It's okay to cry. You can cry all you want. I won't leave here until you're okay."

Somehow Taeil felt relieved that Johnny is there for him. What was he thinking when he want Johnny to leave? Aish, he just don't know what to do and he's just out of his mind.

It took him a few minutes until he can't cry any longer. That's the cue when Johnny ended the hug. He looked at Johnny and smiled "Thank you."

Johnny did the same. He just smiled at Taeil and wiped his tears "I know I shouldn't do this but just let me okay? I just want to and I hope it's okay with you."

Taeil nodded. "It's okay. I really do appreciate everything you do for me."

Johnny smiled again "Actually that's all I wanted to hear..." then he remain silent for awhile before talking again "Do you uhm.. want to go out?"

Johnny just want to see Taeil smile again at least for awhile. He know how hard it is for Taeil especially of what he've been through that day and he don't want that day to end just like that. He want Taeil to be happy and somehow forgot what happened earlier that day... that's the reason he asked him to go out.