Pain. Michael Langdon X Reader

How I feel about you.

Y/N Pov

After leaving Michael's beautiful house I went to my lonely house, and I thought about what he had said; Michael may had been the Antichrist, but he was capable of loving and the person he loved was me. 

I invited Zoe to my house after 2 full hours  of thinking about him, I needed the help of a friend.   Once Zoe arrived we ate some pizza and talked.  Zoe said "So why did you invite me here y/n?" and I said "Well,  I wante- no I needed your help with something." and she smiled and said "What is it." and I said "So, I'm sure you've heard about me having a friendship with Michael Langdon, well I went to his house yesterday and he loves me Zoe." and she smiled and said " What do you need my help with then?" and I said "Well, so many people have warned me about him and I don't know if I love him, well I do love him it's just I don't know if I should make the right choice." and she said "Well, personally it's your choice what you do, if you love Michael then be with him but if you don't want to be with him then just stay friends with him but I'm gonna let you know he is capable of a lot of pain." and I said "I know, a lot of people have warned me about him but he promised me that he would never do anything to hurt me and that he would do everything and anything to keep me protected." and she smiled and said "It's your choice, but I'm pretty sure you don't need my help y/n, it seems like you already know."  and I said "Yeah, I do already know. Thank you Zoe."  and she smiled and said "Anything for you y/n" and then we hung out for a while more and she left.

The next day

After having that talk with Zoe, I realized that I should take my chances on Michael, he could be good for me or bad for me, but I can never find out unless I give him a chance.  So I decided to go to Michael's beautiful house again, because I was ready and I always go back to him. 

 At Michael's house.

Once I arrived at Michael's house he automatically let me in, he had a huge smile on his face and said "Hey y/n." and I said "Hey Michael." and he said "I thought you weren't gonna come back, I actually had a nightmare about it, you died." and I said "Is that a sign?" and he said "I honestly don't know."  and I said "Oh." and a frown started to appear on my face.  Michael grabbed me and lead me closer to him and he pulled my hair back and said "Don't be afraid y/n, I will always protect you. Even if it means risking my life for you." and I smiled and said "Michael, your the best." and he said "I know." and he finally said "I was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me y/n." and I smiled and said "Yeah definitely, but where?" and he smiled and said "It's a surprise, tomorrow come here at 5:00 PM don't be late." and I smiled and hugged him and said "I won't be." and I left.