' How did I fall in love with you? ' Zach x Champ

My Reality

Champ's P.O.V
' I never thought I'd say this but...' I nervously bit my lip. ' Zach... I'm in...love with you. ' I said immediately regretting what I said. Just then Zach grabbed both my wrist and pined me up against a wall and kissed me. I kissed back. Just then I felt a sharp pain in my neck. I realized that Zach was a vampire as he was turning me into a vampire as well. But then I heard ringing. Danm it! It was all a dream! Zach and I never kissed! The next day at school Zach and Hannah where walking in my direction and just felt weak around them. I felt useless like Zach and Hannah didn't need me and all this talk about me and Zach becoming a couple was never going to happen. I'm just a wast of space. No one has to say it but everyone was thinking it. When I got back to my apartment I grabbed a knife from the kitchen and began cuting myself. Good god the pain felt amazing. I knew that Zach could never love me like I love him so what was the point of me living. I feel like I'm a worthless person. My mother and father alway abuse me Zach and Hannah don't care about me I can't find any reason to live.