where jungkook is a little having horrible nightmares. his boyfriend taehyung is on a trip at his home town to visit his family after something tragic. jungkook doesn't know what that tragic incident is and just wants taehyung to come back home.
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jungkook p.o.v
i just wanted taehyung to come back home. i missed him, his cuddles, his kisses, his touch. i've tried so hard not to slip into little space, but its no use it still happens. this is all too much stress. its been so lonely without him, i still sometimes picture and imagine that he's here with me. it's horrible living by myself now, i don't have anyone to turn too. i'm all by myself. all my friends are out doing their own things and i'm left all alone. jimin is busy with his boyfriend yoongi. seokjin and namjoon are on a business trip, and well i don't know where hoseok went, no one knows. then again it's just all been so lifeless with all of them gone. i'm not used to this as i have a trouble finding the motivation to do anything, i'm also finding it hard to sleep at night always constantly wondering if there all doing well, more importantly where are you? where did you go? are you doing well. this pointless cycles of days go by. i go to class and can't even add properly, fuck should i take sleeping pills? it's even worse when i wake up everyday at 4 a.m for not apparent reason and can't fall back to sleep. i mean i texted tae about it but he's says the same this, it's always just make yourself a warm cup of milk really? that's all you got. then having to go to class at 7:30 a.m then go to dance practice at 5:45 p.m, come home at 9:00 p.m and repeat. and it's even worse by how i've has these horrible nightmares. i mean yeah, i've always been more on the scaredy side but now it's horrible. and it's the same thing every night. a vivid dream a a shadowy figure with the same sinister smile. i can't help but wake up and cry. i just want my tae back. i hope he comes back.
dreams haven't been the same. there now, sinister. i need tae back. he warded of something. some negative part of myself. he repelled it. i can't sleep. some dull face haunting me in every corner of my brain. stays. the face now stays. tae I need you back. so does that sinister part of me. he smiles as a wake up in a cold sweat. sinister he repeats like its his name. him, and i need you back. We need every part of you. we need you. it gets better. he smiles, i smile. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ after realizing that what i first wanted to write was shit i came up with this idea. ik no one reads this but hope you enjoy 😸
