Alone

Prologue

Alone, Lifeless and Dead are the words she felt, how could she go another day without thinking, I could've done something. Its actually sad, but knowing she didn't like sympathy, I just tried to stop her from doing something, she would regret. She would cry herself to sleep, thinking nobody would notice the bags under her makeup but I knew better. After school she would go smoke, drink and other unimaginable things. I try to stop her, but I guess her other friends are more important than me and she only needs me when she is in some deep shit, but I will always be there for her.

Alone, Lifeless and Dead is what she feels but being alone and feeling lonely is two different things and if she was alone I wouldn't be here, but as said being alone and feeling lonely is two different things. Lifeless, you can see it through her eyes after that tragic memory that would be sculptured in our heads. Dead she feels it and she wants to be it, but without me, she probably would be.

Unnoticed, that's what I am, Unnoticed only noticed when wanted to be. Only noticed when I'm trying to stop her from making horrible mistakes, I wished this was just a horrible nightmare but that's reality for you and you can have a day full of rainbows and sunshine, but reality would crush it sooner or later.

Promises are hard to keep, especially this one, helping a girl already full of sorrows, it's a miracle I can still keep my promise.

Friends is what I would say we were but according to her we aren't, even though I was there when none of her other friends were, we experienced everything together, we were so close before it happened, its disgusting how one thing could destroy your whole life, but that's just reality for you.

If I had one wish, I would wish for everything to go back to how they were and that the tragic memory never happened. 

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