Virgin |EM/JW|

Let's Do This

Guess who's back?! And with a second chapter to this monstrosity! In EDWARD'S point of veiw!

Edward's POV
Jasper Whitlock was the kind of kid who never really learned from his mistakes. He rushed into every situation and fallowed his emotions without a second thought, it was rare for him to be secretive or quiet about how he felt. The only thing he ever failed to share with me was who he was attracted to and even then it wasn't ever a secret -just something he wasn't screaming from the rooftops. Something I didn't want him to scream, something to be ignored.

As his best friend, I believe I hold the gift to always know what's going on in his mind. At this moment though, my power seemed to be nonexistent. Jessica Stanley is the main reason I am choosing to come out but Jasper has been extremely vague about his emotions on the situation. I know he's not opposed to me and him being a couple but in all honesty, I didn't think much about how he felt about being a fake couple. Jasper has been obvious about his feeling for me not stopping at friendship, but he's never made a move.

He wouldn't as long as I wasn't interested.

I am not that sure about this gameplan anymore, but his car had pulled into the driveway a moment ago. He was walking out all towards the house now and I could see him, honey blond curls and pale skin, he was always so beautiful. I couldn't do this.

If he realized that those feelings were returned he would make a move and our friendship would be ruined. We couldn't go back to the boys who were inseparable best friends. What would I be if not it was just Edward Manson and not Jasper and Edward? I snapped back to reality when Jas waltz's into my room.

"Hey there Eddie, ready to be the talk of the town?" he was wearing the jacket I got him for his birthday last year with a shirt I am fairly sure is actually mine and old jeans, and somehow was still the most beautiful person I had ever seen. Why did I think this was a good idea?

"Do you think this is a good idea Jas, I mean it could go really bad?" Jasper rolled his eyes before looking at me with those bright crystal blues.

"I think it's the stupidest idea ever, I'm surprised it isn't one of mine but god Eddie I don't think anyone will get mad or anything bad will happen. Jessica will back off most of the girls will back off, a few guys are going to ask you out and your going to say yes to one and break my heart and then we are going to get in fights about how our Thursday  movie night will not be intruded on by your boyfriend just like we did when I was dating Victoria or Mike," his smile told me everything was fine and I wanted to believe him.

"That's never going to happen Movie Night is a sacred tradition I will not let anyone share in other than you," banter with him was safer than thinking about being with him anyways, "Plus I'm not going to have a boyfriend anytime soon,"

"You should ask out Seth he's cute and like pan or some shit I'm sure he'd be down to date the lovely Edward,"

"Dork, "I threw an old t-shirt at him while he flopped onto my bed.

"So you ready, you look great in that sweater. Is it the one I got you for your birthday last year?" he said picking up one of my books and flipping through it not actually reading it.

"Yeah it is, and yes I'm ready,"

And with that, we are off to sell the lie and hopefully stay just friends...