It's late at night and I'm thinking of you again
Stop entering my brain
Does meditation actually help?
I can't seem to help myself but you keep lingering in my mind
I can't stop this
I want to stop this
I don't want your eyes to appear in my dreams
I just want to stop this
Am I okay?
I'm just trying
if it's not enough then at least I'll know my limits
If there are a million reasons for me to like you
there must be another 10 million for me to hate you
Stop being perfect
it's ruining me
I'm just listening to the songs in my head
wondering
thinking about life
reflecting
attempting to have a life
it's so hard
to not have you floating around
i see you in the bus
the train
the window of my car
you're everywhere
but you're not there
I miss you
fact is
i don't think i can ever get over you no matter how hard i try
it's too hard
i cannot deal with this alone
it's 12am now
i'm still thinking about you
thinking about the times we spent
running around the carpark
chasing each other till we fell
those were the good days
but now it's just a part of my memory
a part of my 12am thoughts.
