damn it's been a while
and I'm stressed as hell
my life is just very disorganized and chaotic and messy omfg
my grades are shit
i have a group project due and nobody jas done shit except me and I'm pissed (especially since it's my really good friends in the group)
my job is shit and I'm probably gonna get fired (which I wouldnt mind but for some reason it gives me anxiety)
my relationship is a bit off (not necessarily in a bad way, its just progressing painfully slow)
and i haven't written in 3 weeks and wanna cry because writing is my outlet and i haven't done what i love in so long 💔
my friends are terrible people and i want new ones but it's harder than it sounds 😂
my only true friend is going through shit and it makes me sad too
I'm broke as hell
my home life is dumb and i kinda just wanna lay in bed for a week
so yeah, theres me bitching about my life
on a good note, i got the highest grade in my class on my geometry test 83/80 (which is the highest score you can get) and I'm proud 😁 so yay 🎉
we should celebrate by me actually writing and updating this weekend 💀😂
anyway, i will try ❤ i know u guys have been patiently waiting and I'll attempt to squeeze in some time. hopefully it will boost my mood too :)
i guesthat'sts really all.
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