The most frustrating/ worry-sum thing is not knowing what you mean to someone. If you're their friend, partner in life, a friend with benefits, family, close friend or just a person there for moral support. As of right now I don't know what I am to anyone. As of right now I don't even know who I am to myself. As of right now I'm in passive mode hoping for the best outcome or for someone to pull me from this dilemma. Right now I wish I was somewhere were no one would bother me or make me feel worthless, but at the same time I want someone to hold me and tell me it's okay. As of right now I'm just passive.
