Dont lie to me - Rykey

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This is a request for iamandyfowler I hope it's okay. Also there is a song reference in this so if you get it I'll write you a one shot ;)

I've liked Mikey for a long time now but the boys didn't know and I definitely couldn't tell them. At first I just told myself it's a phase and that it'll pass but the more I tried ignoring it, the harder I fell. So far I've been hiding it really well but recently that's become more of a challenge. Mikey and Andy have gotten really close lately and have been spending a lot of time together. Every time I see them together I have to clench my fists and bite my tongue to try and suppress my bitter jealousy. It's just a phase you don't like him I'd tell myself as a failed attempt to hold it together but I knew I was just lying to myself.

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I got back from the gym and went straight to mine and Harvey's room.
As I got out the shower I went through my clothes trying to decide what to wear for the rest of the evening. I picked out a pair of grey sweatpants and a baggy Shirt and threw them on slouching down onto my bed. I picked up my phone to check through social media to see if any of the boys had posted anything. That's when I saw that mikey and Andy were live on tick tock. I locked my phone and threw it down onto the bed as I got up. Pacing my room I tried to calm myself. But deep down I knew I couldn't keep hiding This. I wanted mikey all to myself. I needed him to be with me not Andy.

I sat back down onto my bed with my head in my hands trying to think of a way to grab mikey's attention without giving away the fact I liked him, that I was jealous of him and Andy. He'd probably laugh at me anyway.
A soft knock on my bedroom door brought me out of my thoughts.
It was Mikey, "Hey you're back! I was just wondering if you wanted a cup of tea?" He smiled.
"Nah. Go back to your little boyfriend!" I spat, jealousy dripping from every word. But Mikey just took it as a joke brushing it off like I thought he might.
"Okay suit yourself mate." He laughed closing my door behind him.

I buried my face in my hands again letting out a deep sigh of frustration. That's when I remembered I've still got one of Mikey's hoodies. He let me borrow it on the way back from the gym one time because it was cold. I guess he just forgot and never asked for it back. What if I go out into the kitchen wearing his hoodie and he gets jealous I thought to myself smirking at my brilliant idea. I grabbed Mikey's hoodie from the shelf I had left it on and pulled it on deviously. I shoved my phone in my pocket and and went out into the hallway.
I walked into the Mindy bedroom which is also the kitchen and clenched my jaw as soon as I saw Mikey and Andy all soppy and cuddly talking to the roadies. I went straight over to one of the cupboards to pretend I was looking for food.
"Hey rye! We're live do you wanna join us?" Andy chuckled.
I clenched my fists and glared at him, "Not if you've got anything to do with it." I scoffed arrogantly, not caring about how pathetic I sounded as jealousy poured through my speech.
And before either of them could say anything else I slammed the cupboard door shut and stormed Off back to my room.
I quickly put a pair of socks and trainers on. I needed to go for a run and clear my head now that I had let myself get caught up in my feelings for Mikey.  As I opened my bedroom door to leave, Mikey was already stood outside of it literally about to knock. He looked at me with concern, "Are you alright mate?" He said softly.
"I'm fine! I just need to get some air." I said bitterly, pushing him out of the way to get to the front door. But just as I opened it Mikey slammed it shut again and blocked my only way out.
"Get the fuck out of my way Cobban!" I exclaimed not able to bring myself to look him in the eye.
"No! You're not going anywhere Ryan until you tell me what's wrong!" He shouts with concern in his voice.
"I said I'm fine so move!" I shout back catching his worried gaze with my angry one.
Mikey sighs down at me, "I know you're hiding something, you haven't been the same for weeks. It's like your avoiding me.."
I look away guiltily, "Alright fine. I'm jealous!" I spit, hating myself for it.
"Of what? Me and Andy?" He questions, shocked by my jealousy.
"Yes!! It's just...I really like you okay!? And you and him are always spending so much time toget-" before I could finish ranting about how close mikey and Andy are, Mikey cut me off, his soft lips gently pushed against mine. I was shocked at first but I relaxed into the kiss deepening it. Finally I thought to myself.
Then mikey pulled away and wrapped his arms around me reassuringly
"I really like you too.." he whispered softly into my ear making me shiver slightly. I smirked pulling away from the hug looking up at him.
"Is that my hoodie?" He laughs.
"Yeah I thought it might make you jealous." I teased. He laughed "you look perfect in my clothes." He smirked kissing me again. I smiled into the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck loosely.

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