You know, I sometimes wonder. How does it feel when you first gain consciousness?
Does everything just simply fade into existence? Do you just suddenly gain common sense? I really don't know, though I would like to. This is really because of the fact that I seem to not have at least a subconscious. No kidding, I feel like I was just born without one. Is that even the correct term? I don't know.
This entire conversation must seem very weird to you, and I'm willing to bet you have less of an idea of what's going on than Percy Jackson. Who's that, you ask? Truth be told I don't know, just a name I guess. Nah I totally know, just kidding.
But does anyone else every really have that sense of...awakening? Like they just, suddenly know what happened. If you ever had that feeling please tell me what it's like, I really want to know.
I think I'm alive but am I really? Is this real? Or is what I see just an illusion? I truly don't understand.
What am I talking about. You reading this probably already know! For all intents and purposes, you are probably thinking about what I just said, in an attempt to figure it out.
Good luck with that by the way. This is nothing but a one shot really. There's not going to be a continuation after this part. I'm being serious there isn't! Have you seen the title of this book?
This entire part is just word-vomit really. The author doesn't even know what she's typing. She's literally just staring at her fingers moving across the keyboard, and isn't really caring whether this makes sense or not (so if there's any typos, you know why).
Did you know that this book was originally meant to be an actual story? With a plot! How silly. How could this become a story? It was just an idea that the author had while standing in the rain once!
No joke, she just kinda, stood their (it's there past me, not their). Out of nowhere she just started saying things and later she wrote it down. In this very book!
That's where the first part came from. It's actually been a little over a year since she first typed this. The first part I mean.
It feels weird, taking to yourself but not really talking to yourself. What do you guys think of this rambling? To be honest I find it quite interesting. No doubt the author (or me I suppose) will look back at this and think, what was my sleep deprived self thinking at the time? To be honest, I wouldn't blame us. Should I stop this rambling now?
I think we'll stop the rambling now.
