Si Cheng had been struggling with depression for a while and today was one of the worst days he had experienced in a while. He felt like he needed to be alone, away from the world and its troubles. He had spent the entire day in bed, crying and feeling worthless. Despite his phone ringing several times, he didn't feel like answering it. He knew it was Taeyong, his best friend, but he didn't want to burden him with his problems. He was aware that Taeyong had a boyfriend and he didn't want to interfere with their happiness.
Si Cheng had also thought of texting Yuta, but he changed his mind. He didn't want to seem needy or desperate. He just wanted to be alone with his thoughts and feelings. After crying for hours, Si Cheng had finally stopped and just stared at the wall blankly. His phone rang again, and he contemplated whether or not to answer it. Eventually, he decided to pick up and found out that Yuta had texted him.
Yuta 😤:
Are you okay???
What's wrong?
Do I need to fight someone???
It's one of those days when my depression hits me randomly
Yuta 😤:
Oh, I understand, if you need me I'm here!
Thank you
I'll take your word for it
Yuta 😤:
If you need anything
Just let me know
And I'll get it for you
You think you can come to cuddle me
I really need someone with me
And I don't want to bother
Taeyong he's spending time with Taeil
Yuta 😤:
Of course
I can go cuddle you
I'll take some movies and some snacks
I'll try to help you distract yourself from all your
Bad thoughts
See you in 10 minutes
Si Cheng was lying in bed, scrolling through his phone, when he suddenly realized that Yuta would be arriving soon. He immediately put his phone away, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness. He knew that he needed to change out of his pajamas and wear something more presentable for Yuta's visit.
As Si Cheng got up from bed, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous about being alone with Yuta. They had texted a lot, but this was different. Being alone with Yuta made him feel vulnerable and exposed. He hoped that he wouldn't break down in front of his "crush."
Meanwhile, Yuta was also feeling nervous about his visit to Si Cheng's house. He knew how delicate Si Cheng could be, and he wanted to help him gain some confidence in himself. As he sat in his car outside Si Cheng's house, he took a deep breath and tried to calm his nerves. He didn't want to embarrass himself in front of his "crush."
Both Si Cheng and Yuta were hoping for a successful visit. They didn't want to mess things up or make a fool of themselves. They just wanted to spend some time together and see where things went.
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Savior (yuwin ff)
Fanfiction"Freak" that's all Si Cheng heard when he walked down the street. People viewed him like that because he thinks different from them. He views life as someone that has something up their sleeves. He believes that he is meant to die alone since he has...
