Dear Destiny, ..... How I Really Feel

Maybe

Maybe I shouldn't have..
Loved you
Told you
Wanted you
Given you what I thought you always wanted.....

A purpose

You say I'm the one who saved you but don't pay me any mind.
I always feel like you hate me.
I want to crawl up and die

I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted but for so long your what I wanted I remember us in elementary school your dorky little brown/blonde hair and your smile that barely counted as a smile cause we were both missing teeth and Mr.Hill and the corall thing you needed a ticket for in the art room down the hallway across from the kindergarten room.

Middle School

Everytime I would see you the bus I didn't even want Leo that's why he got mad and kept being like "yall should share"

I'VE ALWAYS WANTED YOU.