Pain and Love [Zarry]

Chapter 2

Everything around me was black. Just black. I had no idea where I was, what I was doing here and how to go back home. The place felt stuffy as if couldn't breathe and my body was stiff. Every move I made was painful. I could feel my claustrophobia acting up. It felt as if walls are closing up on me. I was hyperventilating. Tears fell fast and made me gasp for air more. I want to go home. I want this misery to end.

My eyes shooting around to find any exit or anybody around that could help me and me shouting. Begging somebody, anybody to let me go. No one could hear me. It was useless. It was cold and there was nothing I could do. My knees buckled and I fell, my body aching from moving too much while crying I was on my knees and I felt useless. I screamed out load in frustration, my screams echoing throughout the place.

A tingly feeling made its way up my arm, making my body warm. The walls closing on me disappeared. I could breathe easily again. For once, I felt safe. As if nothing could hurt me. I heard something. Noise... muffled voices to be exact. I quickly stood up, wincing, looked around but I was no one was there.

Stable... coma... better... hit... head... cuts...

Then faint sobs. I tried to focus my hearing more but that was all I could pick up. My arm felt wet but when I touched it the spot was nothing there. I felt lips on my hand. My hand felt as if it was on fire. Fingers brushed my knuckles and I felt more tears fall on my arm. I never did like seeing anybody cry. As much as I wanted to comfort the person I couldn't. Invisible finger intertwined with mine. I glanced at my hand that was limply by my side. I looked around for once more. Luckily I spotted a light far away

My legs dashed forward, pain shooting in every inch of my body, set on the light. It was too far. I could never make it. I started to slow down. Hope died inside of me. From my frantic run to a jog to a walk and now nothing. I stood still seeing the light fade away. I wanted to chase after it but it was virtually impossible to get to it with it fading now.

"Come on. Wake up... Wake up for the fans. For your mom and your Gemma. I know you... You're a fighter. Please... wake up... We need you here. The boys need you. I need you... please... just wake up."

The angelic voice sounded so desperate. So sad. So broken... I debated with myself weather I should listen to the voice or stay here. I wanted to see my mom, Gemma, Louis, Liam, Niall... mostly Zayn. Zayn... he was getting married soon with Perrie. I would do anything to trade places with her. Every time he talked about her, his eyes would light up like a child during Christmas. But his happiness is mine too. I don't mind being on the side lines. His attached but I don't mind. As long I was a part of his life. Slowly, I started moving, ignoring the pain. I pictured his golden brown eyes, his smile, his laugh. A surge of confidence boosted me forward. I burst through the bright white light. I instantly felt happy. Like there was nothing stopping me. Like there was no trouble weighing me down to the ground.

See you soon world.

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Its not as good as the previous one, i know... But i've tried! The first draft wasn't nice enough so I ended up repositioning lines, editing words here and there. And ended up with this. I don't have the ability to write a lot of words per chapter . I'm so sorry! i really tried making this chapter longer but there wasn't much to add.

Thank you for all the comments! the most I've gotten was 12 comments on a 4 chaptered story on Fanfiction. yikes I know... That bad an author. I read all the comments and by the end of it I was smiling like an idiot! Thank you soooooo much! You have no idea how much your comments means to me! Comment!

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