How I become Kim

13

Its been a week we been a couple in a house. No one knows about this only my kitchen and couch know bout this. Joon always shows his love to me, smiling all alone sitting at his table composing songs and stuff. One day I did have a peak to see what he wrote but we always end up fighting like a cat and dogs when I did that.

"why you hate it when I just want to know what you're doing?"

"I just need my privacy"

"what? All this time you watch me doing my job I dot even care, I just let you to see It why I cant when its you?"

"Y/N, please I don't want to fight about this!"

"no I'm not okay, but you seems to hide your job from me"

"no I don't"

"YES, YES YOU ARE! If you looking for privacy why you here ? Why we are in this relation?" .
I go to my room and slammed the door. I hate him. Im not crying about it, but just confuse why we fight about this small thing. Why he hides it from me?

This is the first time i think we fight as a couple. I already know i cant date him, because our world are far apart. I hate to admit that this relay wont go far, because i know there is a barrier between him and me.

As all people in the world believes, woman are hard to understand. Sure does me, whenever im in a fought, i always gives people silent treatment cuz i dont want to hurt anybody with my words.

A day had pass and we still dont talk to each other.

Y/N. Namjoon called me

I just answer with my eyes, waitin for him to continue his words. In 15s he dont said anything and just an innocent stare. I walked away from him.

He came and knock my door, while im lying in my bed and playin with my phone.

I just let him in, and he sit at the edge of the bed.

Why you acting like this?

Like what?

We dont talk for a day and u ignore me

Look, i dont want to argue anything. I just do what you want. I gave u your privacy. Thats what you want. Am i right ?

He hold my hands and said
Hey, dont do this to me. I know im wrong. I apologise for my mistakes. Okay?

I take my hand back.
Im sorry Namjoon, there is no us anymore. I already know this relay wont last. I said to you before we were couple right. I know it sound nonsense if i said we break up because of a faught, but i think lets not continue this relay anymore can we?

I look into his eyes pleading him to stop.

But hey, you dont need to leave my house. We could stay as friend right?

He still dont give me any words.

Namjoon?

He stand and went to his room.

Its for us namjoon, i do it for our own benefits.