Gathering of lonely souls

Souls of ours

Tomorrow was never promised to souls like ours.
So broken and ugly.
Walking this land of death and despair.
I wonder why I was blessed to have met you.
Blessed I may be but only for a moment which was my forever with you.
Like the clouds on a sunny day, you left.
And I was alone reminiscing the forever we had.
Too many days passed.
Your face is a blur now.
But I remember.
The green field, blue sky and the smell of spring the day we held each other.
I, I remember you holding me close, the sunlight making my eyes hurt and the words you whispered to my ears.
'marry me'
I remember an empty church, light streaming inside, holding a red rose and walking down the aisle towards you in my ma's wedding dress she left behind.
I remember thinking that you looked so beautiful or rather handsome as you would say, and your eyes glistening.
We said our vows to each other, kissed to seal our marriage and we became man and wife.
I remember a receiving phone call asking me to identify a body, your body, everything that happened after that is still a blur.
Too many years passed but I still think of you.
My memory's not that good anymore but I can never forget our forever.
I never said this, saying it's too precious, but I will tell you now that even then I loved you , even now I love you, and even in the future I will love you my dear.