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HER POV

wHY everything seems so wrong,,hindi ganito ung gusto kong mangyari,,

gusto ko ok ang lahat,, ung walang mabigat n problema,, n kahit simple lang ok lang

ang mahalaga buo, ung kumpleto

pero bakit ganon,,nagbago ang lahat,,hindi b pwedeng maibalik ung dati,,sana ung dati n lang,,ung dati n lang ulit....SANA

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My life is Simple,,natural typical girl,, Normal ang takbo ng buhay ko,,

Until he came.

If pain must come, may it come quickly, because I have a life to live and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either want for him to stay or forget him. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do, is the worst kind of suffering.

I wrote this to lessen the pain I am feeling right now, its hard to sleep knowing that we end up our night fighting. I don't want to end our night fighting because I made a promise to him that I will always make him happy , seeing him happy makes me proud to myself that I fulfill my duties as a perfect girlfriend that any of us wants to be the perfect girlfriend material, and seeing him sad makes my heart torn into pieces. The day you came into my life , I pray that Lord! is he the right man for me? is he the one who makes me happy, complete, and contented? Will he protect me? Will he wipe my tears away whenever I'm sad and lonely? Is he the man that I want to spend my lifetime with? If he is the one then be it!, because I know God will guide Us.

I don't want to forget all our memories. I don't want to forget the feelings I have for him.

I want to tell him, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being selfish.

I'm sorry for bringing the worst in you.

I'm sorry for making you feel sad.

I'm sorry for pushing you away.

I'm sorry I let you saw the worst in me.

I'm sorry for the times I made you feel unloved.

I'm sorry for being a pain in your ass.

I'm sorry for being childish.

I'm sorry for being a dramatic girlfriend.

I hope you find happiness and peace.

I hope you'll love yourself, because swear, everything was worth it, when I started loving you, and there are countless reasons to love you, If you look closer, you are an amazing person.

You are worth loving for. Hindi ko pinagsisihan yung panahon, oras na minahal kita, kasi masaya ako na nakilala kita.

Thank You that you came into my life. Thank you for everything. Thank you HONEY!

ILOVEYOU ALWAYS!!!