Hey guys! This is my first chapter, so pls. Go easy on me. I hope you enjoy! :) your p.o.v. = your point of view, by the way. And BEN's point of view is his point of view, obviously :P y/n stands for your name, but I'm sure you know that anyway :3
Chapter 1
My p.o.v
I look at my alarm in anger. It is 7:30 am, and time for school. I get up and stretch lazily, looking around my shady green, almost forest like (he he slendy reference :3) bedroom and smile. As quietly and as quickly as I could, I get up and walk silently to the bathroom. I take a hot shower and brush my teeth. Then, I tip toe past my parent's bedroom and downstairs into the kitchen, making my simple breakfast of toast and a glass of juice. I eat in silence, my mind focused on one thing: MY video games.
From right when I was born I knew I was no girly girl. (well, not literally when you were born because, well, you know what I mean!) This disappointed my parent's though, and since the age if 5 I kind of guessed I had to cope with this world on my own. I was a shy person-but complicated at the same time, so I isolated myself from the world, with no friends, and pretty much no family, what with my parent's avoiding me.
So from a young age, I found video games, but still lead an isolated life, until this very day. I found my x-box, Wii, ps4, computer, phone, but the first piece of technology I found was my first love. It was (and still is!) my Nintendo 64, complete with Legend of Zelda: Majoras mask. Obviously, being such a gamer I know all about creepypastas (especially BEN drowned!), war, heart ache, paranormal activity, you name it. But as much as I love games, it is my worst kept secret. I hardly tell anyone about my obsession with creepy and undead stuff, for fear of being bullied and hurt even more...I have enough of it at school.
School is a hell hole. Just because I dress differently from the rest and choose to enjoy my life alone, I am classed as a 'freak'. Thinking of it brings tears to my eyes, so I decide to go up stairs and play my games. I only managed 30 minutes of heaven with my x-box, before my mum wakes up and scolds me. Like really, she actually full on screams in meh face.
"y/n, why the hell are you playing games at this hour! Don't you know it's time for school! God dammit, stop being so useless for once and go pack your bag!" I get up hastily at my mums remark, turning off my x-box, so fast that I almost fall back down."STAND PROPERLY, DON'T YOU HAVE ANY POSTURE?! NOW GET OUT BEFORE I CALL YOUR DAD." I run out of my room, downstairs, grabbing my lunch, keys, phone, and bag. I shove everything in, and leave quietly, my body shaking. I try holding back tears, but they spill down anyway. I quickly wipe them and take a deep breathe; I have to be strong.
"I can do this. Just six hours at school and I can be back home, chilling with my games." I force a smile on my face, put my headphones in, and start my dreaded walk to school....but I also wonder why I get hurt by people that I try to love. This thought always flips a switch, deep down in my mind...
