2012...Why?

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2012

One evening in January I came home

Tired of my day, of being harassed

Besides, the music and homework didn't help me

Feeling better, I felt tired.

On a normal Thursday evening, at least on the surface

Back with these words, these words of violence

Anchored in my head, I'm more and more afraid

Little girl, lost in a box full of pain

The chest was always tightening every time

At school, my name was replaced by something completely different.

"Creva! ", they would say every time I was there

Eleven years, and a life, anything but pink.

Several times, I tried to get it over with

Wouldn't it be to no longer exist

To escape the martyrs

How many times have I cried?

How many times have I locked myself in?

I smiled, despite my bleeding heart

People who abandon you because you are different.....

You call that friendship, really?!

Several years have passed, I still remember it

These years of harassment have made me a dead person

My heart full of cuts, which will not close again

I can still hear their voices calling me "Die! »

My little bleeding heart, still bleeding for hours

Often I think about it, often it comes out and I rewrite it

These people who abandoned me, as a child, in the middle of winter

Forever they lost a friend who was sincere....

A part of me for them, gone to hell.

Forever...

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