we had now been in a relationship for 5 months. I will skip all of the useless fights we had on a daily basis. But let me tell you, we fought alot. At least every day. It was usually him getting mad at me over something really small. Like if I woulnd't send a heart after every text he would totally freak out. This was also the time I found out he was seeing a pschycologist. which is nothing wierd but I figured he had his problems to deal with and he would grow out of it.
I had made alot of exams. which didn't have the results I planned for. I really did put alot of effort into learning for them. I was devastated. My self-esteem dropped to an alltime low at this point. I, myself started going to a therapist. I needed help with the issues I had.
We sometimes talked about our issues but he never really wanted to know mine. So I didn't tell him. We were at a point of having really big fights every week. I remember not feeling safe being with him. He could just go from being the sweetest boy alive to being emotionally abusive. we fought about everything, My friends, hobby's, school and alot more. He was giving me way more negative vibes than good ones. That started taking it's toll on me. I couldn' sleep, eat or talk to people. The outgoing person I was was gone. I was physically sick all the time and couldn't function at school.
My teachers started noticing I was acting wierd. I had this one teacher that I had a very special bond with. I used to tell her all of what was going on in me. she even gave me her number to text her when it was getting to much for me. She helped me alot.
