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*Alexis p.o.v.*

I just arrived at home when I heard my father snoring. He was laying on the couch with a beer bottle in his hand while he was asleep. The tv was still going and the blinds are drawn. It smelled a lot like cigarettes and I immediately felt embarrassed, even tho nobody was with me.

When my brother first died, my parents were extremely depressed, especially my father. He wanted jack to become something. Because of that he couldn't focus on his work and unfortunately got fired. He had quickly turned that sadness into anger and now he has a very short temper and gets mad very quickly.

He hasn't got physically yet, but he gets loud really fast and that's already very intimidating.

I tried to not wake him up and sneaked up to my room. I changed into some comfortable clothes and looked at some memes on spam pages on Instagram. I almost forgot about everything until I heard a loud knocking kn my door. Fuck, here we go.

Before I could even say yes to allow him to come into my room, he already slammed the door opened which made me flinch.

"What are you doing?" He asked in an aggressive tone. " I- I was just relaxing." I stuttered. " And why aren't you doing your homework?" He waited for me to answer  but I could get to manage to get any words out of my mouth. " OH MY GOD, WHY CANT YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT? YOURE SO USELESS! NOW GET TO WORK YOU LAZY ASS BITCH!" he yelled loudly before slamming the door.

I then cried and did my homework with tears dripping into my paper.

After I finished my work, I went outside to go for a walk. Let's just hope that I won't see anybody from my school.

I barely left my house when I saw Leina, Michelle's bitchy friend leaving her house. But what I saw next actually shocked me. Grayson left her house with her. Is he cheating on Michelle with leina? Why would he do that, I thought he was so nice and kind? Is he even nice and kind?

They now saw me staring and walked over to me, still hand in hand.

" tell Michelle about this and I'm going to let people people beat you up until you are never going to be able to walk again." I felt so intimidated. I looked over to Grayson, who surprisingly had an intimidating and cold expression in his face. I've never seen him like that. " Uhh, ok." I answered shyly. " And put that ugly beanie away. That shit  doesn't look nice." She added. And with that, they walked away.


Today was the day we are all going on this class trip. I honestly can't wait and I am actually very excited. Nothing much has happened in these two weeks. Morgan and I only got closer and the bullying stuff has pretty much gotten to my daily routine.

We are now sitting in the bus. I am sitting next to Morgan and Grayson and Michelle are right behind us. I would try to sleep but she would always kick my seat from behind.

" Cmon babe, I think you can stop now." I heard Grayson quietly say to Michelle. " but baby, I don't know what you're talking about, I just have really long legs and I have to stretch them." She answered in a fake innocent voice. All I  heard was Grayson scoff. " aww come here babyboy" Michelle said before grabbing his face and kissing him, which has turned into a huge make out session afterwards.

Morgan would always tell me to not listen to it but it was starting to get annoying. So yea, that was pretty much how the car ride was.

We have all found our rooms,which wasn't really complicated, since they were all the same size ( I'm pretty sure that the word I'm looking for is not size but idc lmao let's move on)

Today was just a pretty chill day, where we didn't do much. All we did was unpack our stuff and explore the area. The cottage is actually really beautiful. It may be old, but it's still furnished very stylish. It is also pretty much in the woods and has a beautiful lake not even a mile away. I loved it.

In the evening,Cole Sanders, a random guy from the football team has knocked on everyone's doors and asked to play truth or dare with him in his room. He even asked Morgan and me, which surprised me a lot but he asked everybody, so I shouldn't feel honored.

We all sat in a circle. We were maybe like fifteen people.

Grayson and Michelle also were there and if course Michelle was the one to speak up. " so , who wants to start? Maybe you , Alexis? Truth or dare?"

She said that in such a sarcastic tone and I didn't even know if i should seriously answer or not. My cheeks got red from all the attention that everybody has now given to me.

"Uhh, truth?" I said it more like an answer. "Pussy" i could hear her Mutter underneath her breath.

" do you have feelings for Morgan?" That question has actually really caught me off guard. Everybody knows that I like Grayson and that I've been all over him since middle school.

"Why would you think that?" I asked shyly, yet curiously.

" I mean, she is the first friend you've ever had. And probably also the only one you ever will have. You're so fucking clingy torwards her and you're constantly with her. I wouldn't be surprised if you are turning out to be a lesbian." She said.

" I do have another friend." I tried to sound confident but I'm pretty sure that I failed.

" Your brother doesn't count. He went off to college anyway" she spat back. "Now tell us. Do you love Morgan? Or wait. Do you like my boyfriend?"

"No, i do not have feelings for Morgan." I answered truthfully. I never even thought of her like that.

"That doesn't answer my question with gray tho.Tell ya how you feel about him. About my boyfriend. Do you sometimes how it feels like to kiss him or how he is in bed? Because let me tell you he is absolutely wonderful at that."I was so embarrassed, I felt tears brimming up in my eyes. "What did I ever do to you?" I choked out. My voice was really shaky and in that moment I just felt so embarrassed. left the room and Morgan went after me.




(A/N) hi! I'm so sorry that this chapter seems too long for you. I can except every type of criticism, so don't be shy. Comment and vote if you want.

-A☁️

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