there are so many questions i wanna cry.
name ;
phoenix
birthday ;
in the first ten days of february, its a secret ;)
relationship status ;
all by myself
piercings i have ;
just a single lobe, i really badly want something else but idk what so...
the meaning behind my username ;
uhh, it sounds cool? caitlin came up with it for me cause im uncreative also i need to change the colour but i can't be bothered
groups i stan ;
bts, nct, exo and thats it... i find it really hard to stan groups because i have to put loads of effort into learning their names and faces because im bad at that stuff
favourite movie ;
i dont really have a top one. 'the prestige' and 'seven' are probably my top two though. i'm most likely forgetting my absolute favourite but i can't think rn
a fact about my personality ;
unfortunately, i've grown to become an expert liar and can fake a lot of stuff. i guess thats a bad thing but a good (?) thing is that i'm really dedicated to certain things. honestly that's the only thing i can think of to describe me i just consider myself an 'eh' kind of person
what i hate most about myself ;
that i can't cry properly, that i see showing emotions as a weakness, that i never accept help, there's more but we won't get into that
what i love most about myself ;
my intelligence, my imagination
idea of the perfect date ;
i feel like i'd be too awkward in an actual date situation so something really casual i guess
weakness ;
i'm so much more emotional than what i show and its hard to live up to the image of myself that i created
biggest turn on ;
bit of a random question isn't it?
a random fact i know ;
i know the backstory and details of the lives and crimes of loads of serial killers and honestly its my absolute favourite topic to learn about, i just love serial killers its an unhealthy addiction
the last time i cried and why ;
an hour ago, i spent an hour ranting about my textiles work and burst into tears