His place

un invited

waking up from bed, checking your phone seeing many texts from gray "open your window I'm cold" you looked out the window seeing him sitting there shivering.

opening the window "I'm so sorry gray, how long have you waited" "for an hour actually" you nodded your head to side.

"im gonna get ready" you headed to your closet putting on this.

"you look really pretty" you blushed "ty gray" your phone dinged from social,same as gray, "looks like sabrina and grayson have been hanging out a lot, she better watch out he's a fuckboy"

you looked at gray with shame, pity in your eyes grew "i can explain" he says with sadness in his eyes, "please let me-" "lets just stop seeing each other for a while" you sighed "fine i hope you have a happy life without me."

"gray i didn't mea-" he slammed the door,leaving you leaning on the wall, "fuck i can't believe i did that" you grabbed your bags putting on your air pods not listening nothing but the music.

entering school seeing grayson hanging with his group,along with freshman girls touching him. I rolled my eyes, and he seen but sighed.

pulling my stuff out of my locker heading to class.

class began and our teacher gave us a project, "sabrina your working with grayson" you looked at him and back at the teacher "why him?" you questioned putting it out there.

"would you like someone else?" you nodded your head, turning around seeing fault/sadness "yea can i work with ethan instead?" gray spoke up.

"yea the twins work together, and sabrina you'll work with chris" you turn to the side seeing the nerd pick his nose "gross" he turned next to you wiping it smiling at you in awe.

"great, lets do this" you spoke about the project you could see the corner of your eyes grayson looking at you, "chris stop staring at me i can see you and its creepy." he chuckled.

"sorry my queen" "ew stop nerd" he frowned. class went on quickly i began to pack my stuff before the bell walking out of class when the bell rang.

walking to cafeteria, sitting down with a group of baddie's "hey chica's >3" and then gray came over "o hey carmen and natasha" he looked at you making you look like he didn't know you. "And your friend over there." i guess were not friends.

"hey gray" they spoke and you got up walking out of cafe,heading in your car i can't believe him i spoke to myself, he acted like i didn't exist. you scoffed opening your locker grabbing your keys.

"are you mad?" ethan spoke out of know where, "yea your brother thinks I'm a ghost" "ahhh heard about it" "well of course he's your brother." "true" "ethan what are you doing with that girl?" gray said looking at us.

"you fucking kidding me you act like i don't exist anymore" "because you don't!" he shouted making me flinch your mouth wide open "well i hope those nights and little moments we had together are burned."

"sabrina i didn't mean it that way" "fuck you grayson i hope you loose everything you had with me"

walking away, frustration hit you, and you knew this was going to make you depressed, driving home right when you parked you kept hitting your wheel punching it as tears flowed down your face.

I hate myself I didn't let him speak i cut him off by believing social instead of someone so precious to me, that cared about me so much and look what I've done, i hurt him and myself.

you ran to his house knocking on his door and it was ethan you slid past him and went upstairs "i wouldn't go there" "shut up ethan" you could hear music.

then as soon as you got closer you could hear clapping and a girls voice, you opened the door seeing grays back features and a girl under him.

he turned around looking at you "why are you here?!" "i came to say something but i guess its not important to you since the social text was true about you" a tear fell down he got up covering himself wearing his robe "say what you have to say"

you turned around walking away "i to-" "your right eth I'm wasting my time on someone who doesn't care about me, i guess i should really throw my feelings in the trash" you looked at ethan in his eyes.

he hugged you,rubbing your back more and more tears came out, "oh gray i hope you know that what i had for you is long gone." He saddened and walked into his room.

3 weeks later

you didn't talk to your friends anymore,you were quiet and independent, everyone thought you were going crazy. this is what depression did to you. it made you feel nothing but hopeless,nothing,un invited.

you seen gray stare at you a lot, but you'd always walk away. don't get me wrong you still did your makeup and outfits you just weren't your self anymore.

school ended pretty fast, you walked home because your car was at the dealership to get its oil changed, so you were home alone, you heard a knock on the door.

You opened it falling to the ground with gray on top of you he was beat up pretty badly. "grayson" you taped his cheek and then feeling his pulse, he wasn't breathing "fuck fuck"

You began with CPR pushing on his chest then putting your mouth on his giving your oxygen to him."cmon stay with me" you said repeating it tears falling down seeing his body lifeless, his skin just white and cold he was bleeding from his lower stomach.

He had been stabbed "I'm sorry gray" you woke up from the nightmare "i can't bare this situation anymore"

You'd always had nightmares of you being killed but this time it was gray, you put on sweats,uggs,and a jacket, climbing out of your window to grays house.

You knocked on his window he opened it you enter in without him saying anything "uh why are you here this late?" you kissed him pushing him against the wall "i-cant-stop-thinking-about-you" you said in between the kisses.

He picked you up, "listen to me next time, your cold" he says placing you on the bed wrapping you up along with his arm.

As he fell asleep in your shoulder, soon you fell asleep as well.