The wind blows unto my skin. It’s so cold. I put my red jacket. I feel waters on my skin. I look up and I thought it was raining but I am wrong. I don’t know why but I found myself crying. It was tears fell from my eyes. This is what happened after I left my one great love. Every second, every minute, every day, every week, every month, I still remember the day when I left him in the middle of the rain. And now, it is still fresh. It’s been a year.
Flashback:
In a text message
“Good morning love, don’t forget to eat your breakfast okay? I love you”
” Good afternoon love, don’t forget to eat your lunch okay? I love you”
“Good evening love, don’t forget to eat your dinner okay? I love you”
This is what I received every day. He is so sweet. Even though he is very busy man because he is a working student, he still has time for me. He calls if he misses me. We talk all day and all night. We are not a couple yet. He’s still courting me.
“Good morning too”
“Good afternoon too”
“Good evening too”
That is my way in responding him. I don’t want to be too attached to the person because I believe in the end they will hurt and left you. As always boys are not sincere. They will always said sweet and flowering words just to get the attention and heart of a girl. But I am different. Yes, kinikilig ako but not to the point na magpapadala na lang ako sa mga sinasabi nila. Huwag puro puso ang pairalin. But this situation is something different.
In a text message:
“Love, their is a one girl who sent letters for me and said that she likes me. I didn’t respond and reciprocate her because I am yours. I love you always Love.”
“Love, I know you are very busy but here I am in the airport waiting for you. I hope you would come to see me.”
“Love, it’s running late. I have to go. I understand if you will not come. I love you.”
I push him to the girls who like him but he didn’t do it because I am the girl whom he loves the most. I make alibi’s just to pretend that I am very busy person and I don’t have time to see him. I love to fight him every day so that he will left me and say he will give up. Six months have passed, he still love and understand me despite of my bad treatment to him. He never gave up. He makes so much effort to gain my trust. And he makes me smile always and win my heart. He is tested and proven. Yes! I tested him kung hanggang saan siya. So, I give him a chance. I am now responding to his messages and called him love. He is very happy. He shouts “I love you” to the phone and he jumps like a frog in their house. I can sense that he is very happy and I’m happy too because I found my man. We are in a long distance relationship. He works abroad and at the same time he studied there. Umuuwi lang siya tuwing Christmas. But he never failed to text and calls me every day. Palagi niyang pinaparamdam sa akin that I am the most beautiful girl in the world. I wake up in the morning with a text and I received text and call before I sleep at night. Nag-iingat talaga siya para hindi lang ako masaktan. He sends pictures on the messenger kung saan siya pupunta at kung sino yong mga kasama niya. I can’t believe that this man is mine. I am so lucky to have him. But our happiness was short lived.
(My mother hear us calling with each other)
“Bye Love, I love you too always”
“Love? You have a boyfriend already? Bakit hindi namin alam ng papa mo yan? Di ba nagkakaintindihan na tayo and we both agreed that you will not enter into a relationship until you will finish your studies!”
“Ma, I love him.” Please don’t break us apart. I’m begging you Ma.”
“No! Makipag- break ka na or else you cannot enter this house anymore!”
“Ma!”
“Just call him and makipag break ka na. No more buts! Understood?”
“ Yes, Ma.”
It’s February 22 and here I am stocked in my room and crying. I laugh in a thought that February 22 is my November 1 and 2. I light candles for my black heart. Hahahahah! And I will regret it forever. Hindi ko man lang siya naipaglaban. Hindi ko man lang naiparamdam sa kanya kung gaano ko siya kamahal. Hindi ko man lang nasuklian lahat ng kabutihan at pagmamahal niya para sa akin. Pinagsisihan ko lahat yon. Pinaglaban niya ako. Umuwi siya dito sa Pilipinas at kinausap ang parents ko but they were so hard like a rock and hindi kami pinayagan. I don’t have any other choice but to live with it. I’d continue to make my parents proud baka sakaling payagan na ako pero wala pa ring nangyari. Heto ako sa tuwing naaalala ko ang pait na kahapon, kusang tumutulo ang mga luha ko. I don’t know his whereabouts now. I want to see him and say sorry for ruining his life.
A/N: THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY. PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT GUYS. THIS A REAL STORY WITH A TWIST. I HOPE YOU ENJOY….
SORRY SA MGA WRONG GRAMMAR.HAHA PEACE.
