Honey , I am always yours
Even after death
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She was crying for some reason I don't know
She was dramatic , she could cry at any moment for anything , she would blackmail me but I love making her wishes come true
Because of she now I have to leave my play cards but anything for madam
I asked her why was she crying , she told she need time and I was not giving her time , she has to only time till February and bhal bhal
She never shuts up until I kiss her and silent her
Actually but always fault is mine , why I spend time on non sense knowing we don't have time to spend together
I planned a date for us
She is crazy , she writes a her wish on her diary which she wants to fulfill untill February , I mean I will fulfill all this till February
Her wishes are like :
To do bungee jumping √ ( I only know how hard it was to let her fall down from height knowing her sickness and she was scared too , I still remember hug after jump )
And today I was fulfilling her next one to go on date , middle of water
We were driving , she was in her dream
I was focusing on road and staring her at same time
The day was best , day I ever had
I still remember how I met her , she was standing and passenger side waiting for bus in rain , when I stared her she was looking somewhere else
She is pretty , she is my gundi ( don )
She can talk rubbish for hours and can be most sensible person
When I knew about her sickness I never told her because I knew marrying was also her bucket list and if I told her about her condition , she would have never agreed to marry me and she would say I don't wanna ruin your life and what crazy emotional blackmailing stuff
She had dream , I wanted her to get happiness she deserved
When I knew about her sickness , that day I didn't sleep , thinking about her and only her , thinking about her dream , her life
She wanted to do lot things with life I never wanted her to die or shut her mouth or close her beautiful ocean blue eyes never
I thought I never could live without her so , if she is dying I would die this way we both will die , if I will die she will also but knowing that I gave my life to her to live so she won't give up her life , I am dying anyways so I thought I will give this life to her
At first it would be very hard for her to move but gradually time will heal her
Whenever she is angry I fill her bedroom with diarymilk
she loves chocolate especially diarymilk and today also I did same
But she was complaining you always give me chocolate to calm me and it works because of your innocent wife
"Innocent"seriously
She was not innocent at all , in name of sharing from same plate she could eat all my food
She was cranky , but I loved her however she was
I sometimes say you always are way you use to be which mean stupid , beautiful , intelligent .
Tommorow I was leaving for 3 month i feel sad , I wanted to be with her all my last days of us
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It was last days of her she thought
But it was last of mine
We were in our bed laying down
I just asked her were you scared for surgery and she scared me so bad like so bad
She was like , I loved you from the day I saw you , I don't know why God is doing this to me , I want to be here with you , I want to live life , open organization but life is being cruel
You asked me if I am scared , no I am not but shall I tell you truth
I regreted asking it because she was crying hard
She was saying "i say I am not scared, I am lying because deep inside I am scared so much like so much , I know I am dying tommorow and I can't help , I can do nothing just nothing , my life aren't like movies if Cinderella they are like Romeo and Juliet . I want to be with you but I can't , I just can't . Sorry for not being with you all my life but I love you till death and always will " she was clunching my shirt , it was all wet with her tears
That day , I just made her lay down and sleep last time in my arm assuring she will be all okay but she knew she won't be
In operation theatre I kissed her for last time , she didn't knew I was doing this but she knew it was last of us
Before I left world giving my heart to her , I wrote a letter to her saying
babe , you have my heart I said so many times and you have it now
I might not be here physically but I am there always now , yes I did it don't curse me , I love you and thank you for making me good person plus thanks for everything , I will came in your dreams to scare you as ghost
I left them with bundle of chocolate
And closed eyes
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